daddy's gem & mummy's precious

2011-10-12T15:16:00.002+08:00

Time flies....

my bb is out n my 3 mths maternity leave was over n i was back to work....

bb out as scheduled on 25 Jul... my maternity leave started 1 week earlier so as to rest!

25 Jul morning, woke up very early. Had to reach Mt A by 9... dear last min opt for 2 beded! my spinal epidural was still alright, side effect was vomitting after that!!! the medicine effect kicks in almost immediately after the jab n i could feel the needle poking into my spine!!! Didnt even know the i was being "cut" till Dr Woo ask me "got feeling / pain"... dear came in n witness the "cutting up" n bb's birth! tears automatically drop when i heard bb's cries. bb was brought to me once checks n measurement done.... stayed in hospital for 4 days!

confinement, as usual i dun enjoy cos it was SO HOT, everyday like sauna!

now, bb being 2mth+ old, was so CUTE... he can smile when we ask him to n love to "talk" so much! kor kor ryan simply bo cha him one... refuse to talk & play with di di!!!

& yes, finally we have a home of ours!!! shifted in on 10 Sep... bz during my maternity leave, have to look after bb, do household chores n cook! Now, back to work... 3 days le, everyday was SO RUSH... rush to prepare for work, rush to send ryan to sch n bb back to my mum, rush to work... at work, still rush... to clear tons of emails! come 6 o'clock, rush to pick up ryan kor kor n back hm to cook... decide to mop the floor n wash & iron clothes twice a day!!!luckily my parents can send bb back to me... if not die!!! today bb was sent to mil place... (my mum look after 2/3 days n mil look after 3/2 days... alternate). my mum look after, they can send bb back but mil look after, i dunno the arrangement!!! One thing for sure, bb has to come back hm.... i know it is tiring to send him back to mil place early in the morning, driving for 40mins to reach!!! sometime dunno wat dear's thinking!

obviously he is still not used in staying outside, cos he will make time to go back for dinner (when i was on maternity leave, ok la, i dun need work but now working, i think i dun need to slp liao as need to do some household chores) n suggest Fri went back to stay overnight. I alr try very hard... try cooking everyday for dear n ryan, handle all housework myself. But still feel like dear still cannot get used! I know i m stressing myself on this house... but no choice, i have a newborn n a toddler under my care! wat to do, i choose to live on my own... at least i m free to do watever i want!

For the past weeks, i was super bz when go back to my own place on sat! cos the whole house like so dirty... i have to make sure bb is asleep first b4 cleaning the house! (dear comment i m now a clean freak... but how to stay in a house when the floow is dirty n messy) when i dun mop the floow for a day, dust was everywhere esp after dinner when bits of rice drop onto the floor by ryan!

Ryan has also learn to keep his things whenever he finished playing! a RULE set by me... else cannot play!!!

okie... will update when i'm free!

Pregnancy

2011-07-11T13:55:00.001+08:00

Before I forget, gg to pen down how I know of my pregnancy!

In end oct last yr, went to Dr Chua yang to remove my iucd... Tried in nov, by 7 dec, tested positive! Actually b4 tested positive on that day, got feeling alr... Late nov, bought a test kit to test but negative... So when my period was late, I knew it!

So 7 dec, test... Went to dear to show him the kit, he was on the phone, ask me, "wats this" after a pause, he knew it! Baby was abt 6 wks old that time!

Scheduled a short trip to kl that weekend, wanted to cancel but cannot as fully paid... So extremely careful lo!!!

Morning sickness kick in ard 8 wks, later den when I was peegnant with Ryan, plus, my sickness was so bad that i cant walk, stand too long! It last till the 4th mths... Buai tahan, that time alr told dear, " if after this pregnancy, i told u wanted to try for 3rd one, pls stop me"...so with all these, I thought it could be a ger! But but... It's a di di! Ok la, di di also gd!

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ALIVE

2011-07-06T13:34:00.002+08:00

super long nv blog....

when try to login to blog, can't remember my ID n password... had a hard time trying!!! finally, i'm in!!!

did some changes to my blog (at the side)... Kor Kor n Di di!

Yes, ryan will have a di di very soon, 20 days more.... currently 35wks pregnant!!! it was a planned pregnancy!!!

will try to blog from the day i know of my 2nd little precious soon!!! stay tuned!

2010-06-09T11:09:00.003+08:00

register for Fr3b... it is Singapore first online sampling hub... I had just grab sample for this new face care product which is currently very popular - Habo Labo

So faster go register by clicking on the link at the left side of my blog!!!

2010-06-02T08:53:00.002+08:00

LONG LONG time nv blog le... reason being: I M TOO LAZY!

lets start with my taipei trip! It a gd short getaway (4D3N), except i miss my little ryan a lot...
DAY1:

reach tao yuan international airport ard 6pm, there is a trf to and fro airport, the driver was driving toyota wish... our hotel is Royal Castle located at Ximengding.... Hotel is ok la... 2 to 3 stars, but quite clean, staffs very friendly...
After checking in hotel, we rush to shop at ximending, a place for youngster... bought my 1st ever taipei bubble tea, cost abt S$2 per cup... our dinner was ah zhong mian xian... quite nice (maybe we r too hungry, so everything also nice), people were either stand to eat or sit if there is a stool available! we shared a big bowl, so there is room in our stomach for more food later!!! Tried BBQ mushroom and pork and some small snacks... weather was nice too for the first day... cooling! Pricing wise for clothes are jus like sg, except their clothes will very lacey...

we also watch midnight movie there... iron man 2! the cinema there was HUGH, like our 3-4 small cinemas combine together... we will seated quite back, so it was not a very gd view!!!

DAY2:

Breakfast at hotel... it was a "homemade breakfast, with plain porridge and xiao cai.... after that go for our complimentary city day tour... the tour guide car was so "lok kok", we together with another couple will brought to some of their tourist attraction place... the most boring was the yeliu, a place with LOTs of rocks... funny place la!!! Then lastly, the tour guide dropped off at shilin night market... it was jus like our pasam malam, jus it was VERY VERY BIG... abt 20 times? Had their "hao da da chicken", very big oso! cant finish if u eat yrself... but i feel not very nice, the one sold in sg one surely enhance the taste to suit local... walk till our legs nearly amputated, buai tahan, jus walked into a foot massage centre! Took their "MRT" back to hotel... taiwanese are very friendly and polite... they even Q to go into the MRT...

DAY3:

Give up the hotel breakfast, we had jap ramen... nice, i like the spicy and garlic taste... den we went off to SOGO at zhong xiao dong lu... told dear, how come nv see handsome and nice gentleman in suit??? jus like those in the novel??? took train and bus to wu fen pu.... another BIG pasam malan... totally lost... if u wan to go back to the stalls to buy, u can forget it!!! den walk to rouhe night market, it was jus like those neighbour shops like chong pang!!! after that, cab back hotel, rest and had our dinner at a hot pot restaurant... dear tried something special, cheese hot pot, quite nice!!! after walking for 3 days, we decide to went back hotel to rest... buai tahan alr!!! haha!

DAY 4:

last day, check out hotel at 12, leave our luggages in the hotel and went for last min shopping at ximending again! had our breakfast cum lunch at a coca cola restuarant, nothing special de! bought some gifts back hm!!! car arrived at ard 2 to send us to airport... a new camry... reach airport, had some light snacks before boarding, love their minced pork rice... back to sg ard 11 plus!

overall, this trip is quite relaxing and nice... thanks dear for this 10yrs anniversary present!!!

Little Ryan updates:
he can talk a lot more now...
- daddy
- ah mi / ma ma / ma mi (depend on his mood lo)
- nai nai
- ye ye
- gu gu
- ah jiu (uncle, calling my brothers)
- yi (auntie, calling my sis)
- ah ma
- ah gong
- wait (he likes to say it when he is waiting for his games or video to load, he will also signal with his hand)
- bye bye
- come
- play
- drink
- sleep / sui jiao
- he can say A to Z (but always miss our N)
- he can say 1 to 20 (after twelve, cant figure out wat he said alr, then he will say eighteen clearly)
- he knows colours (mood good he will say it, if not he will say purple when he see black, luan luan lai lo)
- he knows shapes
- sing bob the builder song (only say BOB out loudly den the rest dunno la)

Little ryan is still learning... getting more n more cheeky... recently, he will say bb or baby when he saw one... den i go abt to ask u wan ger or boi... he will respond by saying ger... and "i am boi" is he ready for a di di or mei mei to come?

exam ended last wk... tink will pass la... this time rd 3 modules, all open book! didnt manage to finish the paper... if luckily all pass, meaning jus left 3 more paper to my degree!!! chiong all the way la!!!

next mon is our 10yrs anniversary... 10 yrs ago, we become ger-boi friend and on our 5 yrs anniversary, we become husband and wife!!! time flies... i still havent get presents for dear!!!

2010-04-06T09:42:00.002+08:00

soooo lazy to blog...

ryan is growing well now, just turn 30mths... weighing at 12kg, his speech development is also improving... he can now said more words
- A to Z
- 1 to 10
- colours (black, blue, green, yellow, purple, pink, brown & red)
- daddy
- mummy (still not clear, sound more like ah mieee)
- nai nia
- ye ye
- jiu jiu (uncle)
- ah ma
- ah yi
- ah gong (not clear)
- run / walk
- ryan (sounds like iron)

he is getting more cheeky also, whenever, we go out, he will run ard, i will start calling, ryan... den he will said his name (ryan) back to me... will be getting his chicken pox vaccination this sat!!!

another 2 weeks more to universal studio, 25 days more to our taipei trip... really looking forward! &&& also, by this wk, dear will be saying bye bye to his FIRST new car and welcome his mazda 6, auto somemore, say bye bye to scarely slope and bitting point... these 2 are the most scarely things whenever i drive dear's manual car when i jus get my driving licence... but but over the past 5 yrs, i mastered the skill of handling dear's car well... thick skin huh!!! haha, but i tink i really gd in driving manual car leh, at least for a female driver la!!!

2010-03-09T09:44:00.002+08:00

updating some progress:

FOR ME-
exercise for 3mths le... loss a miserable 1kg nia... i comfort myself by saying, CNY, manage to maintain the weight at 58kg... ok la... still have 6kg more...
other den gg gym for 2 days during weekday, also take note of my calories intake lo...

FOR RYAN-
- still as talkative
- consider successfully potty trained (can tell us he wants to pee, knows how to take off his shorts)

YES... we had booked 4d3n F&E trip to taipei, from 30/4 to 3/5... looking forward!!! after tat, MIL & FIL will be away for holiday to China for 10 days. dear said is their honeymoon!!! haha, at least mine is not that delay la!

few days ago, just checked HDB website, get to know that our house will be alr next 2nd qtr! still cant decide whether to try for 2nd one as planned which is this Nov. I know this time we may not be so 'lucky' again to strike at 1 time la, but but, if this happen again, when our house is alr, i may not be able to actively involve in planning leh... checked with MIL, she said when renovating, i cant be there if pregnant & when shifting house, i also cant be there too!!! so thinking of either delaying our plan for 2nd one or delay renovating n shifting house.... aiya... so cham!!!

2010-02-25T10:59:00.002+08:00

so long nv blog....

firstly, wish everyone 新年快乐，心想事成... its still CNY period, but it will over soon!

had been eating, eating n eating... i ate a lot of bwa kwa, pineapple tarts, cashew nuts and steamboat! All i knew was, whenever i sat down on the sofa, my hands will automatically move to the right n take all those goodies n eat!!! OMG, so scarly!

tuesday went gym, luckily, weight still maintain!!!

Lets recap:

初夕-
had reunion lunch at hm before gg over to dad's place for dinner... after my lunch, mop the whole house, to burn off my calories before eating steamboat dinner!!!

大年初乙-
dear n mil as usual, early in the morning went to a few temples to pray... while i woke up, start preparing myself, so later can bathe ryan.... went dear's aunt house to bai nian first before gg over to my grandma house.... jus that day, we ate steamboats for our 3 meals....

大年初二-
as usual, went back my parents' place... this is the first yr ryan gave my dad orange (bai nian).... he oso knew how to "gong xi gong xi" with his hands & oso to shake hands with people.... after that went my aunt's house!!!

初三-
practically stay at hm to rest, dinner time went Joe's house to bai nian cum steamboat session!!

back to work on 初五... a short working week.... CNY will end this week, this sat will go over gary's house to bai nian n sun (last day) will go over to serene's house...

overall, we changed $800 for ang pao money, but not enough leh.... but but but, we mange to recover (ryan help us to recover), mum said we still earn more.... so shd i tink of having more children??? mum said, will split if i had more.... : |

last sun went SA tour fair... read from newspaper, there is promotion, 2nd pax free to taipei/japan & dunno where... but limited to first 10 couples to each location... reach there abt 9.30, LONG Q... but still we get a Q no, sit down n see got wat best deal... that stupid salesman dunno how to promote... conclusion, no differences lo (same price as outside), unlike go SUPER early to Q... at first dear wanted to go taiwan, i wanted LONG holiday (Meaning 6-8 days one), so looking at taiwan those 7/8 days trip, looking at the photos on where will we be gg,... immediately "sian" liao.... will go see temples, lake, mountain one (sight seeing), somemore go 8 days, will have to move 7 hotels (different hotel each day)... dear said "when i m 50 years old den ask me go la" haha!!! so in the end, we decide to go short trip if we wan to taipei only, those F&E one! but but we can set a date to go... i cant go on leave from Apr to Sep (Peak period, so cant take VL unless got exam)... taipei go after apr, oso summer lo, super hot, aug to sep is typhoon period. so either go Oct / Dec (Nov cannot, cos i go my last paper - hopefully la).... conclusion is if gg holiday on Oct, den you will see me go Taipei lo... if Dec den i will go Korea!!! keeping fingers cross!!!

2010-02-03T10:26:00.002+08:00

ryan was unwell since last tue.... last wed, i was on child sick leave, bring him to see doc... but still unwell, he refuse to eat!!! Other then cough & flu, last week, i even notified my concern, which is the white dots on ryan's tougue to the doc... but i tink tat time, the symptons was still mild, doc just said it could be due to the cause of the teeth...

So from last week till now, he still refuse to eat....cough, flu n sore throat still there!!! went hm after hm, check his mouth... he open his mouth wide for him to check... notice the ulcer has spread to the top of the mouth, so i decide to bring him to see doc again!!! told ryan "later we went to see doc ok... den u tell doc, mouth pain pain, help help!!!" he follows me, he said " ah ter (doc) hep hep (help help), at least he wan to talk now, jus prounciation not clear yet.

upon checking, doc said he has HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS... my head was full of ???, doc showed me pics of how it looks like when one had this virus... scared me, luckily i made the correct decision to bring him to the doc again!!! doc prescribed him anti-viral, told me still not ok after this course of medicine, see him again, told me, had to fully treated it....

checked online for this virus & got this...

Herpes simplex

Herpes simplex is a viral infection that mainly affects the mouth or genital area.

Causes

There are two strains of herpes simplex viruses:

Herpes simplex virus type 1 (HSV-1) is usually associated with infections of the lips, mouth, and face. It is the most common herpes simplex virus and many people develop it in childhood. HSV-1 often causes sores (lesions) inside the mouth, such as cold sores (fever blisters), or infection of the eye (especially the conjunctiva and cornea). It can also lead to infection of the lining of the brain (meningoencephalitis). It is transmitted by contact with infected saliva. By adulthood, 30 - 90% of people will have antibodies to HSV-1. The likelihood of childhood infection is higher among those with lower socioeconomic status.

HSV is never eliminated from the body, but stays dormant and can reactivate, causing symptoms.

Likely ryan had this... Herpes simplex virus type 1 (HSV-1), worst part, there is no cure for his virus, it will stay in the body... anti viral medicine jus make the virus dormant...

Symptoms

Blisters or ulcers -- most often on the mouth, lips and gums, or genitals
Enlarged lymph nodes in the neck or groin (usually only at the time of the initial infection)
Fever blisters
Fever -- especially during the first episode
Mouth sores.

ryan has ulcers on his mouth n lips....doc had told me, it is normal that he refuse to eat n has lots of saliva... as even swallowing own saliva is painful!!! heartache... my poor boi!!!

Exams and Tests

Many times, doctors can tell whether you have an HSV infection simply by looking at the sores. However, certain tests may be ordered to be sure of the diagnosis. These tests include:

Blood test for antibodies of HSV (serology)
Direct fluorescent antibody (DFA) test of cells taken from a lesion
Viral culture of the lesion

Treatment

Some cases are mild and may not need treatment.

People who have severe or prolonged outbreaks (especially if it is the first episode), people with immune system problems, or those with frequent recurrences will benefit from antiviral medications such as acyclovir (Zovirax), famciclovir (Famvir), and valacyclovir (Valtrex).

Possible Complications

Eczema herpetiform (widespread herpes across the skin)
Encephalitis
Infection of the eye -- keratoconjunctivitis
Infection of the trachea
Meningitis
Pneumonia
Prolonged, severe infection in immunosuppressed individuals

When to Contact a Medical Professional

Call your health care provider if you develop symptoms that resemble a herpes infection. There are many different conditions that can cause similar lesions (especially in the genital area).

If you have a history of herpes infection and develop similar lesions, tell your health care provider if they do not get better after 7 to 10 days, or if you have a condition that weakens your immune system.

Prevention

Preventing HSV infection is difficult because people can spread the virus even when they don't have any symptoms of an active outbreak.

Avoiding direct contact with an open lesion will lower the risk of infection.

Info from http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/001324.htm

2010-02-01T08:53:00.002+08:00

2 more wks to CNY... had arrange peiwen to help me chg new notes, tat shall save my time to Q up!!! after married, somehow no longer looking forward to CNY, no more ang pao to collect... but but, surely looking forward to see all my relatives. This is the time where all of us get together!!!

this weekend shall spring clean TOTALLY, as this is the last weekend to do so... still need to clear unwanted stuffs in my cupboards, chg bedsheet and also bring out the new clothes to wash n iron!!!

ryan's appetite is not gd recently.... checked n realised his both side of the mouth has ulcer, so get Bonjela to apply for him... ulcer reduced but still not willing to eat!!! during the checking of the ucler with my finger, he BITE onto my precious finger!!! so pain tat i scream, but the more i scream, the more he laugh but without realising his bite (he thought i m playing with him)

dad knew ryan siao abt Thomas now... so when i ask him to help me buy the DVD from JB, he willingly do it... he really dote on ryan!!! Ellson, my brother also dote on him, every time when i m back, he will stay at hm, to play with ryan n will follow us when we went shopping! ryan also only wan to find this uncle to play!!!

sometime, ryan will sing in his baby language together with his hand actions!!! haha, it is really a joy to see him growing up!!! but recently, he is a bit cranky, if we talk a little bit harsh or loud to him, his face will go : { & start to cry liao!!! mil said he is "pang dang", cos she heard that his sch teachers keep on giving comment that "ryan, u are so gd, everytime smiling"... folk tales said that if u complementing a baby or child, they will be very sensitive!!! mil suggest bringing ryan to temple to pray!!! gg this weekend to try, buai tahan to see my little cheeky boy turn into a crying baby as he is not like tat since he is born!!! yup, even at the time he is jus delivered, the first time dear saw him, ryan was jus lying in his cot, with eyes wide open, even babies ard him was crying out loudly!!!

2010-01-22T13:27:00.002+08:00

soooo long nv blog! i m tired + lazy...

still the same, work den back hm with ryan

ryan start to talk more now.... the words he can say:
- ELMO
- YES
- NO
- "yao" (means want in chinese)
- "bu yao" (means dun wan in chinese)
- open (pronunciation still not gd)
- James
- Percy
- Henry
- Daddy
- Ah ma
- nai nai
- ye ye
- ma ma (sometime i oso dunno wat he call me)

maybe he knows how to talk more words, but think due to pronunciation problem, we still catch no ball in wat he said.... y he knows names like James, Henry & Percy, is becos tat is the name of THomas n his friends... he is now crazy abt tat!!!

every 2 wks, we will go to the library to return the DVD n also to borrow new ones... he sure know the way to it... surprisely, he oso able to look for DVD too...

ryan loves dancing oso... whenever we are in daddy's car, listening to TANK's song - "hui yi", i will tell him "mummy sing, baby dance... ok" den he will start all his hand sign!!! sometime at hm, he will ask everyone to stand up n dance with him when he was watching Hi5 DVD....

sch will start next fri... haiz, break for a mth plus, a bit lazy to study again!!! but tink of 1 more sem, will motivate me to chiong all the way!!! every starting of the sch, i will tell myself, "I am gg to study hard, go to every lesson"... but once start, hahahaha... dunno wat will happen this sem... keeping my fingers cross!!!

2009-12-31T08:33:00.002+08:00

in less than 24hrs, we will be leaving 2009 n entering 2010... a yr jus pass like tat...

recap wat my little family did in 2009....
- successfully completed all exams (left with 2 more sems)
- experience different hairstyles (is this an accomplishment? for me YES) - perm vs rebonding
- start my exercise routine (only start 1 mth ago nia, twice a wk for 1/2 hr each time)
- dear FINALLY chg new job (hope his new one will be stable)
- ryan finished all his compulsory vaccinations
- start to talk more (pronunciation still need improvement)

REVOLUTIONS for yr 2010...
- continue with my exercise routine
- slim down to pre-pregnant weight n best, figure also
- complete my degree course
- being offered a perm position in my work (currently is 3yrs contract)
- save more $$$
- LONG "HONEYMOON" holiday trip (LONG means at least a wk) - any of the places, taiwan/ Hongkong/korea
- try for my no. 2 (only at yr end ah)

currently watching a new taiwan drama.... aiyo, internet post so slow... only 1 episode a wk... went to search to see if VCD is available... but no leh... the show is 下一站，幸福 autumn concerto... cried when the little actor - xiao le (act by xiao xiao bing) cried n run after vanessa (whi is actually the daddy)!!! the show made me realise that 父子连心 exist!!! xiao le's mummy keep saying "that is not yr daddy", but xiao le seems like know that he is!!! sooooooooo sadddd!!!
the song of the show is nice tooo... so meaningful!

okie... need to work alr... 3.5hrs to long weekend!!!

HAPPY NEW YR everyone!!!

2009-12-22T08:40:00.003+08:00

firstly, congrats serene for giving birth to a bouncy "Big" baby boy!!! he was heavier than ryan, who was alr 3.6kg at birth!!! salute serene who endure abt 24hrs to deliver her baby n it was by natural lo!!! seeing one of my best friend finally promoted to mummy status, bring back my memories - endure 7hrs of natural labour (from admin to hospital, 0.5cm to fully dilated), end up in emergency c-sec. Had a lot of mixed feeling after birth, fustrated why little ryan cried especially at night time, feel i m a fail mummy when ryan had sore eye when he was less than 1 mth old, cant produce enough breast milk to feed my little one n a lot more... at a moment, dear kept telling ppl ard me to talk to me more as he scared i had post natal depression!!!

2009-12-15T08:53:00.001+08:00

fri went to color n highlight my hair... like it!!! sat went to collect ryan's studio photo n proceed hm to design n send over the photo book!!! likely next wk able to collect it le!!! wow... ryan's 1st photo book, hope it will be a beautiful memories for him when he grows older!!! intend to go photoshoot when i was pregnant with no.2 (when pregnant with ryan, didnt tink of it), same, for no.2, he/she will get to take studio photo too (to be fair)!

had upload the photo to facebook (cos easier to do so)! okie... nothing much to say!!! back to work!

2009-12-07T08:35:00.002+08:00

went watch Twilight saga - New moon on sat... nice n romantic show!!! dear was there huh, why no action scene one, i was like, hey, this is a romantic show k, not action show hor! after the show, keep on telling dear, so romantic, i like the last part, "marry me" it was like even thou he propose in the forest, but still it was soooo romantic! looking forward to the next episode! how has the story book... can lend??

fri, after my branch treat, meet mum n ryan at bugis, cos she wanted to shop at OG (cos of the 20% storewide), got myself 2 sets of bras n a Thomas & Friends toy for ryan as his x'mas pres. He is into Thomas, initially, he thought no Thomas toys, so he wanted the THomas lunchbox, but when he saw the toys, he gave me the lunch box n hug the toy... when i paid money, he still laugh out loud - "HA HA"

Sat, recd a email from Joyce saying our photo is ready for collection, will only collect this sat... meanwhile, still thinking whether to make a scrapbook using the photo or jus sent for a customise photobook! sat went Plaza Sing - Spot light n 1 scrap book store to see the items... wow, a huge collection... but the problem is I m not a creative person...tink i m unable to do a nice one!

Over at spotlight, ryan saw Thomas stuffs again... wanted the bedsheet... see, he will take watever as long as there is thomas... but the bedsheet is exp la, round up to $50... at last, i got him the pillow case! Last nite, went vivo-fox, as sil got 40% voucher... get a set of clothes for ryan for his Chinese New yr... (a bit early la), but I jus like to shop early lo!!!

Bestie Serene's son is due to arrive... i feel is this week ba... so looking forward!!!

2009-12-04T10:46:00.002+08:00

did i mention that i bought myself a coach bag??? last mth, went orchard for shopping... eyeing that coach bag, so sms my cousin to get it for me from new york... it was abt $200 cheaper than sg! havent use it yet! dear still thought i will use it immediately... haahaa... i proof him wrong!

recently, not so happy with dear... dun even feel like talking to him!if tat wat every couple will experience??? we had been together for 9.5 yrs... seem long eh... but i feel there is no sparks between us!!! He is no longer sensitive to my needs and my feeling, jus like the past!

I feel i really need to find my way back into love!!!

2009-12-03T16:32:00.002+08:00

mother in law was away to Malacca till Sat... so had to arrange mum to help fetch ryan from sch n bring back her hm... after work, den i will go back to woodland to fetch him!!! Yesterday was a RUSH day for me... morning sent ryan to sch n dear sent me to work, spent the whole day amending slide for today's presentation... OT till 6.30 den quickly train back to woodland to fetch ryan... luckily, mum drove n sent me back, if not i will be like a mad woman, had to carry my n ryan's bag n other hand, had to carry ryan!!!

Dear was away to KL yesterday n came back hm at 4am this morning... still, he sent me to sch!!! ask mum to help to bring ryan to see doc... due to flu n cough, tink have to be hardworking n feed him with vitamins... like every mth, had been seeing doc!!! feel not so gd in eating medicine!!!

alot of ppl have been commenting that ryan grows skinny!!! but no choice, the most he drinks milk once a day n eat rice for 3meals.... he had the genes of dear's side family as all of that are of petite size one! unlike my side, all grow fat easily... ryan is so hyperactive that only slp den u will have a peace of mind... so no wonder he wont grow fat!!! but i still feel as long as he is healthy den ok lo!!!

ohh ya, ryan went to pasir ris kampong farm with his sch on monday... mother in law tag along, had to pay $30 for this trip!!! Fished back a few guppies... dear will have his appt tmr with his friends... alr told me "men's talk", so of cos i have to be "shi xiang", not to suggest "can i go!" plan to meet mum, elson n of cos ryan at orchard for x'mas photo shoot as i will be at orchard for my branch treat, so can meet them later!!!

ok... a long post... hope to be "FREE" to post photos soon!

2009-12-01T22:34:00.001+08:00

Hook to 1 english song... way back into love!!!

*dunno why no music leh... for those who interested to hear... click you tube to hear the song ba... anyone know how to solve the music part???

2009-11-29T22:11:00.002+08:00

jus got myself a new camera... happy happy!!!

stay at my parent's place over the weekend... jus different when u are in yr parents' house after u had married!!! had more time with my parents and siblings... ryan was so happy there, can watever he wans... my parents really dote him alot. Dad will always ask "baby, u wan to eat mac?" then he will give him $50 & said, "ask mummy bring u eat mac k", when he knows we r gg over to stay, he immediately went to buy mattress, even thou i say dun need, but i know he scared his grandson has no place to slp!

my bro, elson oso dote on him, he will be the only 1 to stay at hm or go out with us, whenever i said we r coming back hm..

tink i shd go back hm to stay often!!! weekend jus flashed!!! back to work tmr!!!

2009-11-28T10:13:00.002+08:00

finally received the photo from Joyce... ya, forget to mention, we bring ryan for a studio photo shoot... very nice taken, ryan is really photogenic... in the end, still decide to take all of the 200+ photos that are taken.... a gd memory!!!

was angry yesterday! went Jurong pt, shop at John Little, ryan went missing, all of us went ard to find him... in the end, i found him, this stupid woman, hit my son's hand in front of me... I as a mummy, havent say anything, yet someone discipline him in front of me... tell me who the hell is this stupid woman trying to proof... 我好心agree dear to let them come along... yet this thing happen... NO MORE NEXT TIME I GG OUT WITH THEM!!!

i know dear will be in a difficult position to argue... but once my 火山暴发, i dun care who the hell r u!!! i oso have my temper... i dun like other to talk abt me and my family!!

new blog skin

2009-11-25T11:11:00.002+08:00

change blog skin again... elmo again, cos ryan is in love with his elmo

nothing much happening... ryan was still so naughty, becoming more n more cheeky, when i ask him, "r u a naughty boi?", he will shake his head. WHen ask "r u a good boi", he will nod n say YESSS

exam over alr, now into watching taiwan drama... jus finish "FU QI YOU AN KANG", nice show....was having sore throat for the last few days... finally mon nite buai tahan, go see doc... but still coughing!

ryan will be gg to Pasir Ris Kampong with his sch... at first didnt intend to let him go, $30 for both mil n ryan leh... thought if we bring him there ourselves, will be cheaper... but no lo... in the end, still decide to let him go enjoy.... he will be performing with his classmates during the sch graduation day... still dunno how much to pay... aiyo, $$$ not enough...

Likely dear will be away this weekend to attend his polymates' wedding... tinking of bringing ryan back to parents' house to stay!!! daddy away, so mummy n son have to entertain ourselves!!!

TIRED TIRED>.... lots of works to do!!!

2009-11-20T00:06:00.001+08:00

2009-11-20T00:02:00.004+08:00

exam finished!!! but dunno will pass anot leh... this is the 1st time totally no confidence!!!

uploaded my wedding photo at the side as there is something wrong with the old one!!! now into watching a taiwan drama... fu qi you an kang

long torture leaves!!!

2009-11-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

officially on leave up to 20/11... 2 papers this time ard, on which falls on 2 wed... mother in law will be gg to bangkok for holiday tmr, so i need to look after ryan, study n oso cook!!!

today went for my yearly checkup, told Dr Chua that i m planning no. 2 next yr... she had advise me to try to reduce weight by exercising intensively to prepare my body for no.2... YES, i m fat now... ya, i know i desperately need to lose weight n hope this time i m determined enough... planning to start after exam - gym session 2 times a wk during lunch time n sat, swimming time!!!hope to lose abt 8-10kg over 1yr!!! Jus bought myself a running shoe to motivate myself to exercise!!! hope my "3mins HOT" doesnt really only last 3mins la!!! I oso need running shorts / jus shorts to go exercise and also a weighing machine to keep track of my weights!!!

okie... i need to continue with my revision now.... killer papers...

monday blueeeee

2009-11-02T09:21:00.002+08:00

had mon blue... feel so slpy now!!!

ryan now alr started to talk and is able to express him better!
- he can say mama (very often), dad dad (sometime dad di / papa-when he is happy), nai nai, ah ma
- sometime can heard him say "bu yao"
- when he wans to be carried, he will stand still n hold his both hands out n say bao bao
- when he wans to pacifier or drink water, he will point his mouth
- he will scream out VERY LOUD when he is happy

overall, he is a healthy and happy baby!!!

dear will be having his last day in this current emply after 5 yrs +, will be into his new career next mon... no break in between cos he has to work even harder now, since he is taking risky move.... still, i will support him even though i always say he lose out on the 13mth bonus... hopefully, he is able to proof that the benefit he will get in the new job is more than the 13mth bonus!!!

i will also be on leave from 9 nov to 19 nov... not really break la, still have to study for my exam which the 1st paper will be on next wed... a killer paper - Financial Statement Analysis.

parent-in-law will be gg to thailand for holiday this sun!!! luckily i m on leave, so i can look after ryan!!! planning to bring ryan to sch in the morning, den i can study... maybe afternoon back to my parents place so there will be someone to look after ryan so i study!!! see how ba!!!

i also wan a holiday.... keep telling dear i surely wan to go taiwan next yr... if he doesnt wan to go with me, i will find friends!!! but still planning which period of the yr to go...

2009-10-15T14:49:00.002+08:00

my last post was on hmmmm.... ryan's b'dae celebration???

on his actual b'dae, we brought him to Singapore Flyer... at first he was scared, keep on wanting us to carry, dare not walk ard... we had the whole cabin to ourselves... at first was wow wow wow... abt 15mins later, we will aiyo... is the flyer moving, y so slow... but slowly, ryan started walk here n there!!!

after that, we had lunch at popeye n headed home after that... evening time, went over to my parent's house, they had a mini celebration with ryan n after that went to celebrate lantern festival...

not much happening this few days... ohhh ya, i balloted for my co bintan villa, in the end, now, we will trying to find ppl to go!!! boring rite, book le, like no one wan to go... no choice, cant cancel, die die must go!!! anyone interested??? will be gg on 23/10 to 25/10...

my exam is coming SOON... a bit scared liao, this sem is having corp finance n financial statement analysis.. still dunno what is it talking abt!!! die la!!! 1 more individual assignment to submit before starting my revision!!! 7 more modules to go before graduating.. likely i will jus take a basic degree la!!! tired alr!!!

early this morning was happening... last nite, dear n me was slping on the floor, where it shd be ryan's slping place... but now, he prefer to slp on OUR bed... ryan had a BAD slping posture, when u slp with him, u will risk having a kick or slap suddenly from him!!! so mostly, dear will accompany him to slp, while i slp on the floor!!! last nite, i "tink" i ask dear to hug me to slp, den he forget to go back to the bed to slp with ryan later on... abt 5plus, we heard a TUD sound, ryan was so clever, such a big bed, he can turn n turn n fell... immediately dear carry him n coax him... had to monitor to see if anything anot... keeping fingers cross!!!

Ryan's b'dae part 2

2009-10-05T11:03:00.002+08:00

talking on last fri, after the celebration in sch, we jus went for our lunch with chunlan jie jie @ the korean restaurant n after that jus shop at causeway pt!!! didnt choose to go far cos chunlan jie jie need to work n we had to attend a mooncake festival celebration in sch in the evening...

did recd a sms from the principal tat asking us to dress up our children as there is a performance by the kids... i was tinking " so small, perform wat"... so 6plus, we walk to the sch, the teacher jus carry ryan away, told us to wait at the performaces area... ryan, of cos cry, but stop after a while!!!

in the end, we knew from the performance schedule tat ryan together with his class, did perform... we had to hide in a corner to take pics as we knew once ryan saw us, he wont kuai kuai stand there... surprisingly, he did show some movement!!! i was so happy seeing ryan's 1st performaces in sch!!!

will be back with some pics n hopefully some video clips!

Happy b'dae ryan

2009-10-03T10:14:00.009+08:00

Ryan is 2 today!!! daddy is now in the rm singing b'dae song to ryan!!!

Yesterday had a mini celebration in sch, prepared lunch for his classmate too...

Prepare fried rice, french fries, nuggets and sandwiches for the kids... not forgeting the beautiful cupcakes...

this cake cost me a bomb... cute but not that nice... wont go back there to buy anyone!!!

some pics to share!

time really flies... still can remember wat haapen 2yrs ago when i delivered ryan...

wish he grow up "ping ping an an" we will alway love u!!!

A thrilling weekend & an excited week to look forward

2009-09-29T08:21:00.002+08:00

Went to see F1 last sat n sun... 1st time watching... Sat was the qualifying round, but we went ard 7 plus, it was the practice... at first was WOW... later, i started to yawn alr... haha... the sound was very loud, watch for abt 1/2 hr den we go off, intend to go back to watch the qualifying round, but didn't! In the end, we went toy'r'us, get a tricycle for ryan as b'dae present!!!

Sun, as usual, early in the morning, dear will join his friends for golf session, will have breakfast together den i will bring ryan back to my parents' house... mummy bring ryan to kiddy palace to choose his present, but didn't manage to get 1! back hm ard 3 plus... rest a while before heading to F1 to watch the final race!!! It is different from watching on tv, will get the FEEL...

Can be sure, ryan know how to call me alr!!! He will call me "ma mi" or miiiii... depend on his mood!!! he talks a lot recently, all baby talk one, mil said he is learning to talk alr... a bit slow la for his age, but everyone told me boys are slow... we stop his weekend lesson alr, knew how flashcards work n wat skills are gd for him... i intend to DIY some flashcards n buy some photographic memory tools for him... heard that it will improve his memory skills n help him learn n memories things fast!!!

3 more days to his mini birthday celebration in sch n 4 more days to his BIG 2...

What to do???

2009-09-23T08:58:00.004+08:00

was so angry last nite... with myself, i failed to discipline my ryan well!!! It was so obvious that he is spoiled... Cant blame ryan as this is the environment created by adults.... He is our first child, the first grandson to his grandparents... everyone will be there to spoiled him, giving him the best n all he wants...

I obviously spoiled him oso, buying him watever he wants, as long as i can afford... but at the same time, i do discipline him, i oso used cane n i do scold him when he misbehave... of cos, i dun really hit him hard with the cane la...

wat he did that drive me crazy:
- throw things whenever he dun wan it already
- meal time, run here n there (have to go ard the house to feed him, for mil, sometime worst, she bring the bowl of rice to downstairs or outside the house to feed him)
- ask him stop crying, in the end, he cried even louder
& many more...

whenever he start to mess things up or throw things ard, my cane will come out, I dun wan him to mess up everything n like tat goes off... he will only cultivate this habit that someone will always clean up after tat... ya, true, whenever he mess up, no one is there to teach him, ask him to keep...

the 1st time he started taking semi-solid food, he was sitting in his chair, maybe that time he still dunno how to walk or crawl, that's why so kuai... the 1st time i saw him outside the house running here n there without mil behind holding a bowl, i was so furious! i cant understand, i wan my child to sit down properly n have his meal, not running ard during his meal time!

when i was pregnant, i told myself, my son wont take cold drinks, no sweets, no chocolates, no junk food... but now, he takes EVERYTHINGs... imagine how mad i was when i came hm n knew that he had taken his first bite of chocolates...

I had been tolerating, jus dun wan to blow up the whole things... I m a stubborn person, i had my own ways of discipline n teach my child... tats is the reason i read alot on parenting magazine... told dear tat ryan will move in together with us when our flat is already... I dun wan to see my son only on the weekends, no one will be there to discipline him... i aready made a wrong choice by not stating clearly n firmly on how i wan to raise my son... i m so angry!!!

pampering ryan - our baby, our precious

2009-09-17T10:31:00.003+08:00

After reading the news on baby P, it make me realised the more i shd pamper my baby!!! yahoo search for baby P n u will know wat happen to this 17mths old baby... short life but suffer to the max... my heartbreak when i was reading it... imagine a toddler, lying in his cot with no toys or anyone to attend to him.... at nite, no story telling or hugs!!! i really cant imagine in the world, there will be a mother who dun love their child... someone u had carried for 10mths n gg thru all pains to bring him to this world, how can the mother dun love the child!!! ya, baby p is safe now, finally... but still heartbreaking, we the readers who read the news can feel the pain, all the more the victim who is only 17mths old. The cute face of baby p keep on appearing in my mind... as a mother, my heart goes to him!!

ok... enough of the saddness... there was 1 incident which made me realise ryan was really stubborn... maybe jus like daddy n mummy!!! hee hee!

we went to west mall on tue nite, pass by Tom & Stefanie, he wanted to go in, keep on standing at the entrance, baby talk to us n point, hinting us to go in! We knew wat he wan, he knew he can buy sweets there, so that is the reason for gg in... we stand about 100m away from him, waving to him, telling him we r gg... den we pretending to go n thought he will follow, who know, he turn n walk into Tom & Stefanie... like knowing we will follow him like tat!!! no choice lo.... but still i scolded him for wanting to take the sweet out of the shop w/o paying $$$...

SOOOO in love with my darling boy... 16days to 2yrs old!!!

preparation

2009-09-14T13:46:00.002+08:00

ryan is turning 2 yrs old in 2 wks time... initially dear wanted to book a chalet and to have a mini celebration with families & close friends... but we can't get to book any (fully-booked). Also planned to hold a macdonalds birthday party for him... but postpone this plan to next yr or so on, cos now like still small... so finally, we set our mind to hold his 2nd birthday in his child care!!! Hope he would be happy, with so many ppl celebrating for him!!!

Last weekend, went to Tekka mall to get party goodies bag items and later to Cakes Avenue to book his birthday cup cakes...yeah, it is cupcakes... order 50 cupcakes & it costs me a BOMB... $150 for tat!!! THe cupcakes are customise... it would have "HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN", with 17 cupcakes with these wordings on it, the rest is equally divided with elmo face on it and garden and flower theme...

Up to now, i have spent close to $200 for his birthday celebration... still thinking wat to get for his present... 奶奶 has gave $$$ to buy him the Little Tikes car, will source for one tat is reasonably priced... 外婆 will buy him another b'dae cake on the actual day n maybe bring him to choose his own present... This yr, ryan's b'dae fall on 中秋节, so at nite, will bring him to carry lantern....

Told dear that he must reward me on ryan's b'dae too.... as it is the day tat " i m being cut up" hee hee...

will be back with pics...

finally....

2009-09-03T10:23:00.002+08:00

finally i pull myself to blog after so long!!!

something gd:
- ryan no longer cries when he goes to sch!!!
- He will turn 2 yrs old in 1 mth time.... (planning to hold a mini celebration in his sch, so he can celebrate with his friends for the 1st time)
- He can somehow talk now... he will goes "ah ma, ma ma"... even daddy oso call "ah ma", when he is in gd mood, he will call 'papa' non-stop!
- sometime he can feed himself n he loves it...
- He follows instructions well

Something happened to him wks ago...
he was admit to KKH on 26/8 midnight... started to vomit at 10 when he was slping... since then, he cant tolerate anything, not even water... so we bring him to KKH, doc inserted medicine for him in his backside n we will have to wait for 1hr for the medicine to take effect...

an hr later, try feeding him water... but still vomit... seeing him like tat make me so HEART PAIN... doc said had to admit... by the time we reach the ward, it was alr 3+ in the morning... ryan had to be on drip to prevent dehydration... the 1st thing on my mind was "PAIN"... the only time i was on drip was when i deliver ryan... the needle was BIG & so i was pain!!! even i feel it was pain, moreover ryan!!! we will not allow to stay in the rm when they inserted the drip... we heard him crying... HEART PAIN!

dear stay with him for the nite while i went hm (first time driving alone at 4+ in the morning!), went hm packed bag, everyone in the house woke up, asking wat happen when i reach hm! cant slp at all! 7am, sent mother in law to KKH n i went back to office a while to inform n settle a few things!!!

was so afraid of the drip on ryan's hand... scared he will pull out la, scared something bad will happen to the drip when he was slping la, cos ryan had a bad slping posture, he will turn n turn... a few times, i had to see if the drip tube was not under him or ard him!!! both dear n me didnt slp much at all, dear's bed was worst, as if slping on metal, my chair was much more better.. hee hee!!!

Finally, he was allow to discharged on Sat... but till now, he had no appetite to take food, except those sweets, ice-cream n a bit of biscuit...

ok la... back to work alr... so slp!!!

tired!

2009-08-19T10:14:00.002+08:00

i m super super tired now... how i wished i m in my bed now!!! dear even suggest we take 1 day leave n check into a hotel n slp the whole day!!! siao rite, waste money jus to slp!!! but but, i miss those days when we havent married, weekends, i surely slp till 11 /12... but now, gone are those days... i have to wake up at latest 10... but poor dear will be outside in the living rm, entertaining Mr Ryan from the moment he wakes up! usually is 7 plus!

super long nv blog... i m busy with my studies, assignments & RYAN!

last blog was on our presents.... my b'dae was still ok!!! as usual, shop n eat! but it was a LONG LONG weekends for me... 1 yr older alr... i'm OLD now!!!

last weekend attend a friend's son full mth celebration... ryan was jealous when dear carried the baby... tat nite, dear asked ryan if he wans a didi or mei mei... he shake his hands and head... haha... recently, my mind was thinking when to have my 2nd one... planning for it next yr end to try... but at the same time, our flats will gg to be already soon... so if we postpone our planning to after we got our flat den i will be 30 then!!! my plan was before 30 yrs old, complete our family!!! oso like worried tat my 2nd pregnancy will be like 1st one, bad morning sickness, totally no energy! den worry on no one to take care of my children for me... lots n lots of worries!!! i dun intend to have another 1 so soon la... but must plan first ma, i dun like to wait till last min...

but for dear, he LIKES to wait till last min, jus like when i was pregnant with ryan, ask him to think of the name, tink for mths, in the end, gg to do the birth cert den gan chiong...

ok... enough of my nonsense... back to work den!!!

x'mas time???

2009-07-27T15:48:00.002+08:00

haha... its not x'mas time but last wk, the 3 of us got a present from each other....
little ryan got 8 weekends lessons at baby jumper gym...actually the each term has 10 classes but ryan only join at the 2nd lesson which was last sat... the class is accompanied by max both the parents... educator is flashing cards, surprisely / coincidence, ryan manage to get it right at the problem solving... it burn a BIG hole in my pocket, paid $506 for it ($100 deposit - refundable, $40 registration fee & $10 uniform)... which mean it was $356 for 8 lessons. hope it is worth the money lo... no choice, i wan to give the best to my bao bei!!!

for me, i have got my advance 10 yrs anniversary cum this yr b'dae present - a 0.394 carat diamond ring from dear! It is not those perfect cut diamond but to me, it is the best!!! Know that dear wanted to get me the best cos he was thinking since gg to get one le, mind as well get the best one... but i know must budget budget!!! told dear, next time la!!!

Dear got his new mobile phone - HTC Cruise. Knew his fav is HTC Touch pro 2 but i can only afford this leh!!! hope dear still like it!!!

last fri took 1/2 day for our massage session n after that went to see dear's friend who has recently jus gave birth... a handsome baby, i like his hair soooo much!!! seeing a newborn make me have the urge to give birth to one!!! haha... but troublesome la, need to go to gynae n take out my IUD... plan le, next yr nov will take out when gg there for my yearly checkup... save cost n time!!! so have to stick to my plan lo...

ok... back to work... hopefully next update will be photo time!!!

iT's Fridayyyyyyy!

2009-07-17T09:29:00.002+08:00

iT's friday... finallyyyy! Dear was on mc today, keep on coughing n coughing... it was kinda of irritating lo, especially his cough was those damn loud one, as if he wans to cough his whole lung out!! hee hee... i m a bad wife!!!

tmr will be bringing ryan for his trial lesson for a weekend class... if he likes, tink i will enrol him ba!!! yesterday kana complain by grandma again... scold ryan, ask him to go sch la... really, when she bring ryan for a stroll, he walked to sch himself, knock at the door n went in to play... haha... so funny... wan him to go sch, he cried n refuse to wake up... now decide to stop him n let him fully recover, then he wan to go sch!!!

recently, ryan is naughty... now ask for this, later ask for tat... keep on eating n eating!!! keep on wanting to open the fridge, drink cold water, eat ice-cream, potato chips, choco n everything he can find!!! buai tahan him alr!!!

3 more weeks to my b'dae... 1 yr older le... now, i will out of sudden, said "dear, my b'dae coming leh", den he will give me the "buai tahan" look!!! every yr i will inform him in 2mths advances that my b'dae is coming, not tat he will forget but jus to play! even thou his b'dae is 5 days after me, i dun allow him to say the same things to me... haha, den he will say i not fair!!! dunno how he will celebrate my b'dae leh!!!! ok back to work *sian

potty training??

2009-07-15T09:33:00.002+08:00

this few wks, i had been wondering if ryan ready for potty training??? Did some read up on books and magazine... actually toddlers will show symptoms when they are ready for potty training...
for ryan, recently i feel that he cannot tolerate wetness 'anymore'... a few times, he will go n take his diapers, asking to chg, in fact, it is not that wet...

yesterday, mother in law said that ryan was a clever boy, poo in his potty the 1st time. He went to grandma, touch his backside (as he still cant talk) hinting he wans to poo, so mother in law bring him his potty n there, he sat on it n poo... everyone of us praise him for tat n he was real happy!

this sat will be bringing him for a weekend class trial... feel i m a bit kiasu... but still feel toddler at this age learn things easier so dun wan to miss this chance, let him learn more gd things! my class will be starting in 2wks time, lessons will be on tue n wed n 7wks later, wed n thur!!! 1.5 yrs more to go before this course ends... sian sian!!! time pls pass faster!!!

irritating!

2009-07-11T19:12:00.002+08:00

didnt get to blog for days!

Mon & Tue was away for courses, wed n thur was on MC... so only work on fri! got my FAT bonus yesterday... saved up half n still dunno wat to do with rest... today went orchard, wanted to get myself a wallet, but nothing caught my eyes... in the end, bought ryan 2 edu charts and 1 elmo dvd with flash card...

stop sch for ryan till sep, as ever since he starts sch, he had been falling sick (which means sick for 1.5mths le), so intend to stop sch first n let me fully recover... intend to get him some weekends class n also to get him so books to let him learn at hm!!!

recently, he is really driving me crazy.... whenever, i scold him, he will give me those faces like"saying y u scold me", ask him to stop crying, he cried ever louder, he had a bad habit that is to throw things, i will always hit his hands n said nicely to be not to throw, but he still do it!!!
I also dun like him to walk here n there whenever he is eating... it has become a habit to him, jus like jus nice, i put him on his high chair n fed him n he started to cry n cry... i ignore him hoping he will learn his lesson... i know this dun works as this method fails if i m the only 1 doing it... i wanted so much to discipline him but it is hard... it is not that i dun love him, but i perfer to love him in the way it doesnt turn him into a spolit brat... feel so useless, even dear didnt bother abt it... he jus stare at it n continue to watch his tv!

how to have a 2nd one when i know in the end, i will have 2 spolit kids???

sick sick

2009-06-29T09:23:00.002+08:00

ryan is sick again... actually, his cough didnt get well for the past wks... it is jus a mild cough, cough once in a while... but sat morning, cough get worse, keep on coughing n flu came back, keep on sneezing!

evening time, see him so "chan", feed him medicine... he is tired cos whole day nv slp, so hoping with the medicine he will slp... he slp but woke up n cry whenever he cough, knew tat something wrong with his throat alr... wanting to bring him see doc... but dear said tmr (SUN), dunno why, so angry with him!!! slp with ryan, monitor him... abt 11 plus, realise something not rite, he was lying face down, with both hands under him, like very cold like tat... den i quickly cover him with blanket, cos of his block nose, he had to use his mouth to breath, touch his cheek n realise he was shivering, both palm n feets are very cold... quickly measure his temperature n realise he was having fever "suddenly"!!! woke dear up n dear quickly said "tink bring him see doc at KK", go out told mil, baby was shivering suddenly n having fever... quickly chg n went down to KK... only 2 adults can go in due to the H1N1... checked n told tat it was a common cold!!! $80 for the consultation!!! but ryan was better now, aiya, worth it la!!! no choice... i cant imagine wat will happen if tat nite i didnt monitor ryan... mil told me, when baby is having fever, have to watch out n monitor... cos scared of them having fits!!! SCARED SCARED!

ryan got 2 days of MC... fever subsided, cough n flu better!!!

i wan a holiday AGAIN!

2009-06-25T15:46:00.002+08:00

ya... planning a holiday again... hopefully.... this time ard, gg to bring ryan along... maybe jus a short gateaway first... tinking of maybe genting or KL... tink most likely will go in Dec... definitely not coach... likely drive up... but dear's car??? how... later all his accessories got stolen!!! still planning!!!

also planning bringing ryan to HK... still saving up $$$ n looking for gd deals...

ya... my result is out... all Bs... didnt expect it... thought my international eco will get a D, cos even myself dunno wat i m writing for the final individual report... but ok la.. motivation is back again to study!!! lesson will start end of Jul... 1 more mth to go!!! woo woo...

last nite ryan keep on sitting on my tummy... previously, i dun allow cos of my wound... but tink now ok la... 20mths le, wound heal le ba!!! dear ask me now still wan a 2nd one??? told dear... aiya, better not now la... tink i will be tired but cannot rest one cos with ryan... dear hit n scold ryan last nite for throwing his hp... ryan turn to me with his pity look... ok la... coax n hug him lo...
ok.. back to work!!!1.5hrs more to knock off!!!

世界有爱！

2009-06-24T08:48:00.002+08:00

had post a link to princess charmaine blog... reader... pls click n do yr part!

believe most has read up as the news of this little ger had appeared in the newspaper recently... touched by her mummy's 伟大, let me believe all mummies could do all they could for your children... although only know charmaine thru her blog, but could sense that she is a strong n brave ger... furthermore she is only 4...

told dear abt this n he said let's donate, jus tell ryan there will be less toys for him... even thou not more but i believe it helps her alot... believe by reading this news, it will touches all mummies' & daddies heart!!!

naughty ryan!

2009-06-22T21:39:00.003+08:00

Dear's 1st daddy day present from ryan!!!
Ryan's work in sch
ryan's big sch bag!
do we look alike?
he loves to wear our shoes now

nice weekend

2009-06-22T09:59:00.002+08:00

firstly, lets wish all daddies... happy father day...
fri went back hm, had a surprise - a big photo frame with a hand print on it... it had ryan's photo with his hand print on it... prepared by his child care centre as a father day present... dear was so happy to received it... shall took a pic n post it later!

intend to upload a video which was taken when i was 7mths pregnant with ryan, it shows his movement, but unsuccessful.... video was left in my old hp n i was lazy to uploaded to my laptop... but since last nite was a bit free, so i do it! shall try again tonite

ryan was really testin my patience... whenever we stop him or ask him not to do a certain things, the more he will do it... when i feed him, he will run here n there, even lie on the bed.... even when i bring out the cane, he still continue to do it... he will sometime feel guilty, whenever, dear or me were angry n stare at him, he will cover his eyes with his hands, dun dare to look at us! there r times, he bring his elmo to us, wanting us to kiss the elmo... really feel the need to discipline him!!!

this morning, he woke up when we were dressing up, dear greet him gd morning n told him to go sch later... immediately, he turned over n slp... abt 9, mil called n said he refuse to wake up to go to sch... told her to carry him there... feel tat he knew once slp, can dun need to go to sch... so clever eh!!! but i dun wan my child to have this bad habit... tink go hm must nag nag again...i m only in my 20s... but must start nagging at husband n son!!!

time flies

2009-06-12T14:48:00.002+08:00

time flies... it seems like yesterday tat i finished my sch attachment n abt to enjoy n to find a full time job n plan our wedding which was "Planned" to take place last yrs... but a little miracle came n we had to brought our plan forward a yr...
from the moment I know of our unplanned pregnancy to my bad morning sickness n to my rushing wedding planning, time passes very fast! can't imagine i go thru everyday during pregnancy jus "rotting" at hm to the day i gave birth n now slowly ryan is growing up, bringing us joy everyday....
we r still learning to be parents, cant say we r the best but we r trying!!! i feel relieve tat i didnt gave up my baby when i know of the pregnancy... he is our love!!! daddy and mummy love u!

crazy night!

2009-06-11T08:43:00.002+08:00

finally mil was back last nite... ryan was happy to see her, keep on wanting to told to her with his baby talk.... of cos, mil was back with lots of gifts for him, clothes, shoes & toys! he is driving both me n dear crazy last nite, i put him to slp at abt 10 plus, as usual, i will lie on my bed, playing with my nintendo, while he row here n there, watching me playing n sometime he will play with his elmo camera (as if he is playing too) after that, he will fall aslp on his own! but last nite, he woke up shortly, crying, we thought he could be hungry, gum itchy or tummy pain, cos he is screaming n crying! no matter wat we do, he jus cried, finally, mil came in n bring him out, on the tv, wanting to coax him... ended up, he was playing in the living rm, both me n dear went to slp! *shaking our head*

abt 2, mil buai tahan, too slpy, bring him in.... so dear ended up coaxing him... but he keep on talking n talking, making funny noise... in the end, i buai tahan oso, scold him... he shut up at 1st den continue, finally, dear hit n scold him.... finally, he stop n slp!!! i had a funny son.... we are thinking, he could be too happy tat nai nai is back again tat he refuse to slp!!!

9th anniversary

2009-06-08T13:56:00.002+08:00

nothing happening yesterday! dear suggest to cook a meal for me... in the end, we had steamboat n it is prepared by him! shop ard yesterday jus to get a bag for ryan... as his elmo bag was too small! in the end, got him a bod dog bag...

dear was on child care leave today as ryan's cough still not well... so i suggest bringing him see doc again as it is really heartpain to see him coughing badly especially at night n morning! doc had given him 1 more medicine for his phelgm n 3 days mc... tmr i will be taking child sick leave again... wed, mum will took care of him n mil will be back at nite... really tired w/o mil's help... this morning, ryan knock his lips against the tv table... blueblack on his lips... poor boy!

2009-06-05T09:56:00.002+08:00

back for some updates...
ryan didnt stay in child care for the whole day! remains at 3hrs one... mon starts suppose to be one whole day... but me n dear tink n tink... there was like a stone in our heart... finally, decide not to put him in child care for the whole day n discuss with mum to help in by fetching him ard 11 plus n bring back hm to look after for me n i will bring him back when i off work! luckily she agreed!

on tue morning ard 5plus, ryan was coughing badly tat he vomitted on dear.... so we had to woke up n clean up the mess, while ryan was still in his slp! so worried tat we took child sick leave for that day to bring ryan to see doc as he had his flu for quite long alr... ryan was slpy whenever he drank his medicine... tink very strong dose, but after 2 times, his flu got better! i drove myself to NTUC to get some food as i will be cooking for the next few days... quite rush to go to woodland to fetch ryan n back hm to cook!!! n have to clean up after dinner n wash the laundry... busy busy!!!

ok... enough of my busy household chores... this sun, we will be celebrating our 9th yrs anniversary.... 9 yrs ago (yr 2000), i agreed to be his gf n 4 yrs ago(yr 2005), we vow to be each other life time partners.... dunno how we will celebrate, maybe jus a meal together???

ok, have to get back to work!

bangkok trip pics

2009-05-31T14:40:00.004+08:00

as follows are the pics during our bangkok trip... there r still more photos with my friends.... will upload when i got hold of it!

on the plane!
waiting for our shark fin

breakfast time...

bangkok airport

ok... tat's all!

ryan will be in child care the whole day starting tmr! mil will be away to china on tue n i will be on child care leave for 1 day on wed... to make sure ryan can adapt welll!!!

2nd day in Bangkok

2009-05-28T10:09:00.003+08:00

The 2nd day -
woke up ard 8 plus, washed n ready for our breakfast which has limited choice of food... oso, we had the 3 days of same food for breakfast!!!
After breakfast, off we went to chatuchak (weekend market)... spend 4 hrs there n same as past few times i went there, my 3/4 money was spent there... in the end, have to find money changer to change money! carried lots of shopping "plastic bag", of cos not me carry la, dear was there, so i only busy looking at things n fanning myself, it was hot n leg was tired!!! notice tat the people there like to wear tight tight clothes... there was 1 policeman/security guard, wearing tight black long sleeve uniform, standing under the hot sun, seeing him, make me feel HOT for him!!! i definetely cannot survive!!! cab back to hotel n rest...
den proceed to plantium fashion mall, it was walking distance from our hotel... it was also a wholesale shopping mall too... but it do sell single product... shared with ah lan to buy some couple wears to try to sell in sg... dunno work anot!!! den proceed to a shop selling items like from mini toons... real cheap! got a top n some cute notebooks there!
after shopping for hrs, proceed to asia hotel nearby to have our dinner n after tat to Naraya to get something before gg for our massage!!! talking on massage, last nite jus went to chinese doc as i had a sprain!!!

tmr continue with the 3rd & last day of bangkok trip...

now on the update of ryan's sch life:

he has start sch for a wk plus... still crying... but mil will accompany him a while before leaving him there... like this morning, mil called me said he dun wan to go to sch by lying on the bed refuse to wake up & mil jus carried him there...when its time to go back hm, he refuse to go... see, dunno wat he wants... he is getting more n more cheecky but still he is my baby!!!

2009-05-27T10:29:00.002+08:00

i'm back!!!

let's recap!

Day 1
woke up at abt 7 plus, prepare n left hm for airport... reach airport at abt 8.45... 1st time took tiger airway, stupid us...when we book the tickets, didnt buy the check-in luggage one... too late to buy the check-in luggage when we check in, so have to pay $25... called up tiger airway to buy the return flight check-in luggage, waited for 20mins before someone attends to u... too choice, budget ma!!! had our breakfast at mac before check-in... overall, tiger airway not bad la... for short flight ok la!!! played my nintendo thru the flight...

Reach bangkok ard 12plus (thai timing), bought their hi-card first before taking cab to our accomodation!!! when we reach our destination... first impression of the "hotel" was "OMG" y different from internet pic one... no choice, paid le, die die must stay! the rm was quite new, so ok la!!!

after checking into our rm, rest a while n off we went to chinatown as my bestie - ah lan wan to go their to collext her things.... things are cheap their but the area we went, all are selling wholesale one... meaning cannot buy 1 must buy at least 1 big bag... a shoe caught my eye, but imagine having 6 pairs of same size n same pattern shoe, how i gg to wear!!! had sharkfin n seafood for dinner there.... ok la.. cheap, less than $20 each pax!

later walk a very LONG way to take there MRT (dunno wat they call there)... actually more cheaper if we took cab, cos there are 5 of us... but traffic jam... next, we went to MBK... bought some items there "warm up session for me first" haha... didnt buy much for the 1st day!!!

update later for day 2... stay tune!

2009-05-23T10:13:00.002+08:00

now at airport... will be back on tue!
jus finished my last paper yesterday... ryan is still adapting to his sch life... with me bringing him there... the teacher commented that he is more kuai compared to his nai nai accompany him!! think his nai nai dote on him... n he is taking advantage! but can see he is slowly adapting le... there r times he is able to join the class... will gg to miss him badly this 4 days... had told him we r gg overseas, but dunno he understand anot...promise him lots of elmo clothes n toys for him!!!
update when i m back!

2009-05-20T08:14:00.003+08:00

Update on ryan's sch life!
still need time for ryan to adapt to the sch life... he is still clingy to mil in sch! last nite, tell him lots of things tat will be fun in sch... like, "u will have friends, got toys to play, can sing n dance with them", oso tell him "other friends dun need daddy, mummy n nai nai with them when in sch, so u can do it" oso dunno whether he understand anot... slp ard 10.45 last nite, keep telling him to go to slp as tmr has sch, but he keep playing with me, recently, like to mess up my hair... naughty boy!
woke up 6plus this morning... mil bring out the small mattress for him to lie in the living rm, den he will automatically come in to take his 3 "baobao" n 2 elmos... without any of it, cannot slp!!! yesterday even bring elmo to sch!
before gg to work, told him to be gd in sch n today the teacher will bring him to macdonald... hope this trip will make him like sch, as mac is his fav now!!!
3 more day to bangkok!!!

2009-05-19T08:50:00.002+08:00

ryan woke up ard 5 plus this morning... i was still in my dreamland, dear was attending to him... hehe! ryan did came n woke me up too but dear let me slp! 6.45 woke up, prepare myself to work n oso tell ryan to be gd n go to sch, tell him, nai nai will accompany him!!! he had a bad flu yesterday n this morning... could be due to tat the past few days, we on the air con n he dun cover up... den this morning, took his temp, 37.2... a bit feverish la, somemore, woke up too early, ard 7plus tired alr...
jus called hm, mil said he is still slping... so told her let him stay at hm... called up the sch n inform them... oso query if later in the afternoon whether ryan can still go there if he is fine... let him go there play oso gd... wanted to let him get used to the sch faster! so shall see if ryan is fine to go to sch later!!! update later... back to work

2009-05-18T22:21:00.002+08:00

today is the 1st day of sch for ryan... at first thought jus like mil bring him there... but tink over it... this is the 1st time he goes sch... i must be there... so took 1 hr timeoff from work... ryan woke up at 7.15, mil bathe him n i prepare myself for work... ard 8, we walked to his child care centre which is a few block from home. There was a health check station n all children will ask to sanitise their hand... ryan keep on "washing" his hand there... the teacher bring him to play with toys first n he was so busy walking here n there...
we thought he is alrite n slowly, we went off... had breakfast before dear sent me to work. Shortly, dear called me, ask if i miss baby anot... of cos miss la!!! den he said, mil went back to the child care, intend to see if ryan can adapt well... who knows, ryan was crying... the teacher was coaxing him but he stll cry... hearing this, my heart pains... mil told me, ryan refuse to go in to the centre n wanting to go elsewhere... so mil brng him walk walk ard n slowly coax him into the centre n accompany him... finally, with mil's accompany, he starts to play!!! ard 12, they went hm!!!
I called the principle, she advise me to ask mil to accompany ryan for the next few days n child will always cry for the 1st few days in sch... it is normal due to "separation anxiety". this is my worry part... all along, ryan was under the care of mil, most of the time, he was alone, suddenly, wanting him to join a bigger group in a different environment with no one he knew... can feel his fear...
When dear n me came back from work, i tried to ask ryan... "is sch nice"... "did u make any friends" i dun wan to scared him... my heart oso pain cos i can totally feel his fear (maybe this is wat others said "母子连心") i have an idea of withdrawing him out of the child care n take leave when mil went holiday... but tink differently, i wan ryan to be independent n mix with children of his age rather then staying at hm watching dvd n play cars, even thou it is only 3hrs daily!!! every children will go thru this stage... so i believe ryan will overcome this n love sch, cos he is my son : p
hopefully, with mil accompany ryan for the next few days, it will be better!!! thur n fri, i will accompany him in the morning n den will study for my fri exam in the afternoon!!! ok... will update tmr of ryan's progress in sch

2009-05-16T00:22:00.002+08:00

past few days, busy with books.... 2 down n 1 more to go... sian!!! so today, after my exam, quickly go back hm n bring bb out to shop... intend to go Bishan first den train down to chinatown... but so tired with only me n him, no pram somemore... so we only stay at junction 8.
walk all the way to the market there so to take bus 52 to Bishan... so hot n tiring, imagine carry a 10kg+ bb.... reach Junction 8, he still dun wan to walk... so brought him to eat mac first... so i can get some rest... den shop shop, saw his fav shop, mini toons, dashed in n pt to the plastic bag, asking me to take n put the sweets in... so buy him some of it... den he saw the elmo - a bigger one compared to his current one... hug it n wanted to go out of the shop... quickly, i take back the elmo n put it back... carry him out... he cry n cry, loudly each time... so in the end, i surrender, told him i will buy for him.... back to the shop n gave the elmo back to him, immediately, he laugh - ha ha! OMG... so buy lo... den to body shop to get dear his facial wash... dear n bb both got things, only left me!!!
1 more wk to bangkok... due to swine flu... we will be gg to get influenza jab later... mil oso taking it cos she is gg to china early next mth... maybe bb will take too... cos better for him as he is still small, immune system not tat gd... coming mon, bb will be gg to child care le... for 3hrs... hope he will adapt soon n learn to speak up properly instead of baby talk...
oso... this few days, middle of the nite, he will call "papa" so sweet... morning, when he woke up, he will call "mama"

2009-05-07T10:43:00.002+08:00

ryan's wound had recovered... still, there is a white patch there...
currently, at 19mths old,
- he still cant talk.... can say papa, mummy but dun wan.... even thou he understand wat we are talking...
- he can walk very well, even run, climb up stairs. Refuse to hold hands when we are shopping.... he can dance too.... when he watched hi-5 dvd...
- when he has a phone on his hand, he will goes "eww, ahh" as if he is talking to someone on the phone!
- he only drink milk at the most twice a day... eat rice twice a day too... refuse to eat porridge now...
- he recognise the shop : mini toons... dash in n eat the gummies

last weekends, dear as usual, ask ryan to kiss him... as usual, ryan ignore him...
den, dear said "daddy kiss mummy" upon seeing this, ryan kiss me too... we tested a few times, whenever dear kiss me, ryan does the same thing too!!! but when i kiss dear, ryan refuse to kiss dear... haha, so funny! Is ryan jealous???

mil will always bring ryan to the temple near our house to pray... last wk, mil told us that ryan pray by knee down n put his head on the floor (kowtow)

yesterday, was on 1/2 days leave cos i always thought my online exam is on thur n luckily i check... if not die!!! went hm to study den ryan cries to went walk walk... so, after study a bit, bring him down so mil could rest... bring him to temple... den bring my hp out to video it if he really pray in that way... he took off his shoe n place of the shelf n dashed in n knee down n pray... so funny... we oso dunno why he pray in this way... we nv do this b4 n oso the temple has no one whenever we went...
will try to upload the video when i m free!!
ok... off to work!

2009-04-26T13:52:00.004+08:00

ryan had a BAD fall on fri... mil was abt to bring him to playground with his mini car, she went in to take handkerchief n who knows that ryan who was sitting on the car, dash towards the door n fall... stupid dear even ask if my heart pain anot... of cos heart pain when i saw his wound la, how i wished i m the one who fall...

taken on the day he fell...

taken 2 days after fell...

some overdue pics...

at marriot hotel

ehhhhh... mummy, give me the camera!

happy alr... hee hee

ewww... i wan to play nintendo....
ok, now same with daddy liao... we are playing games now!!

ok... tats all... pray hard, ryan will get his handsome face back soon!

2009-04-21T12:57:00.002+08:00

heart pain... seeing baby suffering...
his 12th tooth is gg to break thru the gum n tat explains his crankiness!
currently, he has 11 teeth, 6 on top, 5 bottom... this growing tooth is the molar one...
research n found out that baby do experience crankiness, lost of appetite and slp when their 1st tooth n molar r coming out... but this time ard, this molar is the 4th molar... y baby was so cranky this time??? the first few time, he was alrite...
last nite, he woke up 2am for milk n cried at 4am... his crying was those painful cries... so heart pain!!! dear n me cant did anything but to coax n pat him to slp! tink really painful when the tooth is breaking thru the gum, tat explains y baby keep crying for cold drinks... tat will numb the swollen gum!! he refuse to eat n drink milk... didnt even want his fav french fries!!! hope the molar will break faster n end his pain!!! loves my darling ryan

2009-04-20T11:09:00.002+08:00

my poor bao bei was sick over the weekends... was feverish when he woke up at sat, so feed him with medicine before gg out to Tampine 1 for breakfast n some shopping... know it is rather far but we are running out of place to go... so guilty... ryan was feverish n yet we bring him out for shopping... so the way back hm, he was soooo quiet n he fell aslp immediately... carry him when we reach hm, realised his whole body was so hot... took his temp, 39.4... quickly feed him with the high fever medicine... n off he went to slp!!! his fever was kind of up n down... oso dunno wat's wrong... mil said could be due to teething that causes the fever.... the past 2 days, he is also very cranky and no appetite... but still he can play la...
intend to take child care leave... but seeing his fever subsided, so i came to work!!! still monitoring his fever!

2009-04-17T11:54:00.001+08:00

last nite... ryan's leg was stuck in his tricycle... so he shout for rescue "mummyyyyy"
the 1st time he called me mummy... so sweeeeeeet...

2009-04-15T09:32:00.003+08:00

yesterday after work, went down to junction 8 to meet dear as he is at amk, oso went to mini toons to buy the crocs jibbitz™ brand charms from mini toons... so hard to get the alphabet A, bought 2 crocs from a spree and yes... collect it last nite... put on the jibbitz™ brand charms n show to ryan this morning... it has his fav cars on it - Disney car kid cayman, his grown feet has outgrown his current crocs... managed to find this pic in the website... will upload his soon...

another crocs which i bought is quite big... so keep it till the day he can wear!

went to the child care jus few blocks from hm to check on the application... ryan will be gg there on 18/5 for 2 weeks on 1/2 day n from 1/6, he will be there on whole day... hopefully he can adapt well!!!
ok... back to work

2009-04-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

bbk having riots AGAIN.... hopefully will be fine next mth when we go there... ask chunlan to help buy the travel insurance... keeping my finger cross!!!
ryan was having fever yesterday... on n off... dunno y??? 1 gp assignment down, 1 more gp assignment n individual assignment to go before exam come... tired tired!!!

2009-04-07T20:04:00.003+08:00

some overdue pics...

he know how to smile in front of camera...
this is how he looks when i told him to smile

his new tricycle with "bucket" hat

this is how he look when he cried
a ride on the mrt

2009-04-06T14:52:00.003+08:00

last fri, took 1 day leave... morning woke up at 6 to go to cemetery - qing ming jie is coming! reached there abt 6.45, wake for my family to reach, go to great-grandma tomb first, follow by grandparents and finally my mum... after praying, some feeling came up! my sis oso took leave n went there oso... she resembled my mum very much, i could said 95% alike... she doesnt have much memories of my mum compared to me, as she was only 3 when my mum passed away... so both of us can really know how's life is without mummy around... so when we will small, dad really dote on us, he tried all ways to make up to us!
I can said that we will bought up by my grandma....so when my grandma passed away suddenly 9yrs ago, we will so lost, dear came to my life 9 yrs ago, abt 2 mths after grandma passed away, so i always believe it is grandma who brought dear into my life so he could replace grandma to continue to take care of me!
another feeling was... seeing my grandparents passed away 1 mth apart, make me feel that in the past, couples are more loving as compared to now, which the marriage was so fragile... my grandpa was 10 yrs older than my grandma, in front of us, they are not so loving, but emotionally, they are together... so when my grandma left us suddenly, he also left us... that period was tough, 2 immediate family members jus left so sudden... i took a long time to get thru it... but whenever their death anniversary came, the sadden feeling came too...

In the afternoon, brought ryan for his last 5-in-1 jab... he had "graduate", which means he had finished all his necessary jabs. The nurse there oso issued him the immunization cert which is to be produced when he enroll into primary 1 next time! after the jab, hm sweet hm!

Sat, was ellson's b'dae... initially plan to have crab feast but my dad was working, so no transport there n ellson said jus order kfc n pizza will do... took public transport that day, as to let ryan feel a taste of taking mrt...

Sun afternoon had lunch with dear's friend as it was his b'dae, we ate at dian xiao er... 1st time eating, so too bad, the duck was nice! Both me n dear enjoyed cos ryan was slping... haha! evening, went to bugis as it my sec sch bestie, chunlan's b'dae... after dinner, we went back 1st as ryan needs to slp le... enjoyable day!!!

okie... back to work liao... stress life for the next 2mths, only end on 22/5, 2 gp assignment due this n next wk, 1 individual assignment due in 3 wks time - killer module somemore!!! pray hard to clear all - a pass will do!!!

2009-03-30T23:28:00.003+08:00

had a nice weekend with dearest ryan & dear...notice that normally when i spent the 2 days (Sat & Sun) with ryan, he will be closer to me... bonding bonding is impt! i always believe, we are the closest, we will once link closely together! really miss the time when he is in me... he was funny last nite, i was watching tv in the living rm, dear was in the bedroom n ryan was playing with his cars in the living rm... he was there arranging his cars in a straight line n after arranging, he continue to play other things.... he looked lonely, told dear, being only one will be lonely, two and more will be fighting... but definitely, there will be at least 2 la...ask ryan "u wan mummy to give u a mei mei or di di" he laugh at me!!! so sweet! tink next yr or early yr 2011 ba... notice ryan will oso call me to watch the tv when he likes the certain part... he is still baby talk... looking forward to fri cos i m on leave! gg to "clean the tomb" of my mummy and grandparents as it is qing ming jie and afternoon ryan is gg for his last 5-in-1 jab....
okie, got to slp now!

2009-03-27T09:27:00.002+08:00

last nite baby was so funny... we will in the room, lying on his bed, he was playing with his cars n me, was reading my book! suddenly, he carry his elmo n baby talk to his elmo... den call mamamama... i took over elmo n said "come come, elmo, mummy sayang u, mummy pat u to slp" immediately, baby took elmo away from me n continue to mamamama again!!! den he put elmo down n take his bao bao put on elmo body n he lie down n SLP!!! so funny!

2009-03-24T09:55:00.003+08:00

没有希望，就不会有失望！

I hate this!!! everything seems so fragile!!!

2009-03-18T23:08:00.003+08:00

happy 2nd wedding anniversary....

2009-03-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

2nd wedding anniversary in another 40 mins time!!! 2 yrs ago was the day we had our traditional wedding! jus watched our wedding video.... it bring back so many happy memories - my slim figure, our 1st march in, dear's mushy speech in front of abt 500 guests etc! take 1/2 day tmr, jus to spend ard 5-6hrs with our dear n me!!! told dear not to buy anything for me... save up for the big gift next yr which marks our 1st 10yrs being together!!

2009-03-17T09:09:00.002+08:00

last fri didnt attend lesson.... instead, went to suntec for the IT fair!!! :P I oso feel bad if i nv attend lesson, but still will study at hm!!! dear always say me, pay $ le, nv go lesson!!! motivation for study is really getting low! but since start le, die die must finish it!!!
IT fair was crowded... dear was so tempted to buy a TV which was SO CHEAP! but he keep on saying next IT fair den see how!!!
sun, meet his friends for lunch n relax a bit at marina sq for chit chatting session!!! off to IT fair again before heading hm... dear had a wedding dinner that nite! not so close friend, so i didnt go... luckily i didnt go... when dear reached there (OCC), he n another 4 of his friends' name will not in the guest list, meaning no seat was reserved for them! no one did anything, neither do the bride who is the one inviting them, make the decision like getting them to sit at the reserved table (normally, there will be like 2 reserved table)... dear n his friends jus stand there... in the end, they went off!!!worst part is they all gave ang bao alr!!! OMG, dear give $80 leh, for nothing lo... stupid bride i ever heard! she called up dear 1 wk before her wedding to invite him n invitation card was oso send to him... but no seat was reserved!!! told dear to send a sms saying "pls dun contact me anymore, u are a f**k-up friend* if i m there, i will surely get my ang bao from the box b4 leaving n of cos will send the sms to the friend. they went to mac for dinner after they left the wedding w/o eating anything! an expensive mac meal i would said... told dear that this is a lesson taught - to check if yr name is in the guest list before giving out ang bao!!! hee hee!

2009-03-15T00:09:00.002+08:00

jus back from dear's cousin chalet @ downtown east... quite fun!!! dear was bbqing in the rain (not those heavy rain la) n i was upstair in the room, looking after bb, waiting for them to bring cooked food up!
an incident happen, bb fell down... he was sitting on the bed with his leg on the chair, i was feeding him, sitting beside him... dunno y, the chair slip n he fell... cried so loud n hug me closely... after that, when i was changing his diaper, saw the wound on his back... den know when he fell, he back rubbing against the edge of the bed... so HEARTPAIN!!!

2009-03-13T14:42:00.002+08:00

since monday, bb is slping at abt 7pm till next day... except wed, we get to spend time with him!!! dunno y... suddenly slp alot... bb slp a lot is gd la n we get some private time to do our own things... but no bonding time with him!!! wed nite, bring him for a short walk at west mall... keep tellin him to call us... but he refuse!!! jus love to pamper him!!! we bring him to supermarket n he grab this n that... one moment grab yakult den choco n sweets... dear buy all for him!!! yesterday jus a spree online to buy him his crocs shoe... currently he is wearing 1 but tink unable to fit soon... so buy him online since it is 50% cheaper... yesterday lunch time oso went FOX n get him a set of clothes... most of his clothes cant fit le... so it is time to keep all old one n buy new clothes for him... told dear bb is growing... he currently wear either 12-18mths or 18-24mths clothes le... cos he is quite small built like dear, he still can fit in some of his 6-12mths clothes... but jus like to buy clothes for him... cant imagine if i have a princess... i tink the wardrobe will burst!!! lesson tonite... sian... but still have to go leh, cos 1st lesson of another module.... okie... off to work!

2009-03-10T08:24:00.001+08:00

sorry for some of u... i have choose to lock tat previous post... (even know some might have read it alr) but somehow dunno y the locked cannot work... so there gone my previous post...

2009-03-09T11:31:00.003+08:00

had a tired day yesterday... went sentosa with dear, baby n 2 of my sec sch friends... only went to underwater world n dolphin lagoon, all of us were so tired.... could this mean that we old alr???
we will like so "sau ku", as the long time we went to sentosa was like 10yrs+++ ago... it chgs a lot there....reach hm abt 7.30... cook food for baby as he only drink milk the whole day... feed n bathe him den put him to bed at abt 9++, all of us knock out at abt 10 plus...

2009-02-19T11:32:00.002+08:00

baby was sick since tue... evening went back home, den know he is having fever... it was expected as last sat he jus got his MMR jab and this jab will cause fever which came about 5-10 days later... other den fever, he had flu and cough.... BUT BUT... he still very energetic... still as normal, play n play, which is gd la... night time,went back hm to help my dad settle something, on the way hm, realise baby's fever was quite hear so rush to TOm & Stefanie to buy a cooling pad which is for him to lie on to cool his body temperature as he refuse to put on the head cooling pad!!! back home, feed him medicine n put him to bed... abt 4am, he woke up for milk, temperature was very high at 38.4... so after his milk n medicine, i get a handkerchief n some cool water to wipe... hope to cool down his temperature.... morning, decide not to work (take child care leave)... not intend to bring him to see doc as i know fever was cause by MMR jab... but in the afternoon, realise his flu was getting bad n when he cough, it was like there is phlegm there... jus know something is wrong... so bring him see doc... ya, fever, cough n flu was due to MMR jab but baby has throat infection... it was due to someone who has flu n passed that virus to him!!! so prescribed him medicine for his high fever, cough, flu n phlegm...
after my lesson, went back home, he was not aslp... flu medicine did states will cause drowsiness, mother in law say no drowsiness, awake even more... haha... finally put him to slp at 11 plus... abt 15mins later, heard him coughing, dear went into rm n see... baby was sitting on his bed n cough... so dear carry him n pat his back... he VOMIT... so dear called me in to help cleaning... clean up baby while he continue slping... dear went bathe as he is smelly... told dear that being parents are not tat easy, have to help clean up child's shit and vomit stuffs, even thou er xin n smelly.... haha, dear only reply me, wat to do...
this morning, baby woke up at 6am for milk... fever came again, no choice, have to feed him medicine.... tink as he wan to slp, refuse to drink... so had to force him... VOMIT again!!! this time rd, dear scold baby n i scold dear... telling him he is sick... dear was so guilty later but i still continue to scold n say him... hee hee!!! so heart pain to see baby sick!!!

2009-02-15T22:19:00.003+08:00

V day yesterday was jus a shoppin trip to BUgis... morning bring baby for his MMR vacination n off to kallang for breakfast den home sweet home! intend to go out at 3plus but baby fell aslp so dear oso went into his dream land n I spent abt 3hrs playing my DS lite... Had this pinky DS lite as a valentine present from dear! but i had nothing for him... he kept on saying baby was his present alr!!! this is the 9th yr tat we spent valentine day together.... so FAST, next yr will be a decade...
actually had celebrated in advance on thur le... not really celebrate la, we see each other everday... so jus a dinner together w/o baby.... a 2hrs "private moment" for us!!! that is the life with a kid!!!
oso, we gg bangkok on 23/5-26/5 with another dear's friends.... this is the 4th time there... gg to shop and eat, shop n eat!!! dear said it was a pre-honeymoon... cos tat time after our wedding, cant go on honeymoon as i was pregnant n dear oso had to finish his last paper for his degree course... so this is a late pre-honeymoon.... dear intend to go taiwan / hongkong later.. see how lo...
ok... baby is calling now... he can call mama now.... off to play with him!!!

2009-02-06T08:53:00.002+08:00

3 more days den it is the end of CNY...
my 大姨妈 came last tue... now still not end!!! surf forum and web... ppl who are on iud, said depend on individual, some may need 3-4mths to get the body to adjust to it... before menses came, had spotting for quite a few days... called up dr chua and she said it is like tat... monitor the 2nd cycle and see how is it!!! really hope someone could solve my problem, why mine came for so many days??? is it normal??? really, will it subside after 3-4mths?? i read from somewhere on the website tat told me, by 3-4mths, condition still like tat, have to go back to gynae... now was only 1 mth.... 1st mth only,i told dear this mth i 大出血, cos 10 days liao, still here!!! so ma fan... a bit regret to insert this... even thou i cant feel it la... but menses came so long... told dear yesterday maybe we chg plan... had 3 kids den i straight away go ligation, previously b4 i gave birth, dear did said he dun like ligation, but seriously thinking... if half way "accident", how???? my aunties are an example... they completed their family, kids are big and now close to 40yrs old, POP another one out!!! headache la...
sian... tonite has lesson... somemore this lesson is a e-learning base, which mean online got all the slide on lecturer talking one!!! if not for the gp assignment, i SURE CONFIRM dun wan to go... see how... maybe go half way only!!!

2009-01-31T19:47:00.005+08:00

a late post to recap what happen during CNY...
除夕夜：
had a early reunion dinner and lao yu sheng at home... evening time proceed to parents' house for another round! after dinner, play blackjack with sis n bro... win a bit!!
大年初一：
dear n mil went to 7 temples to pray early in the morning... (dun ask me y... dear oso dunno why every yr w/o fail, had to go to 7 temples to pray)... ryan woke up, bathe n feed him while waiting for daddy to be back... went to parents' house to 拜年 first den to my grandma's house... a bit rush la... stay for 1hr+, had to went back home to fetch mil to dear's aunt's house! stay there till 4pm n down to grandpa's house!!! by then, a bit tired... so stay a while n home sweet home!
大年初二：
to parent's house first, den to my uncle's house, follow by my auntie's house!!! gave ang bao till blur liao... eat steamboat oso sian liao... breakfast, lunch n dinner are all steamboat!!!
went back to work on wed... no choice... can only take 2 days of VL... so i took thur n fri!
last nite went to the chun dao he pan... had not been there for the past 2 yrs... 1yr is due to i was jus pregnant, bad morning sickness...2yr is becos ryan is still small... but i find that the crowd and decor were not like the past... a bit disappointing...

first day of CNY... on the way to bai nian...

"i have a BIG foot"

2nd day... at grandaunt's place

"see... my car collection"

my fav place... surround by tibits and chocolates...

"so sweet!"

i m not pregnant... this is the design of this top!!!

we are born in the yr of PIG

i eat lots of durian when i m inside mummy!

i love cooking!

2009-01-27T21:46:00.003+08:00

I had a fright on the 2nd daY of CNY... was at King Albert Park carpark, when this STUPID car honk at me when i pass by his stupid car!!! He cannot as if he 赶着去投胎... this stupid old man made me curse n swear during this CNY... stupid OLD MAN!!!

2009-01-23T10:01:00.003+08:00

ryan slp at 7pm last nite n on the nite b4... slp at 8pm+... he refused to take his afternoon recently... jus wan to play n play! but he is sooooo sweet... this morning, while i was putting on my make up, he stood up in his bed... show me his charming smile... upon seeing this, i quickly went over to carrying him... den put him on my bed, continue my make up... he went down the bed n i called him to be "careful" n i said "come, kiss mummy", he stood there n open his mouth wide (meaning kiss kiss)... den i sat on the bed, said "come kiss kiss", immediately, he climbed up n into my hug, give me his KISS... so sweetttt... he brighten up my day!!! lovessss

2009-01-21T23:13:00.001+08:00

pls vote for ryan....

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2009-01-20T10:10:00.002+08:00

sch starts tmr... it was like FINALLY, after 1 mth+++ !!! the sch holiday was like SOOOO LONGGGG... at first i got all motivation to study, but after a long break... aiyo... no mood alr... somemore CNY is here n I m alr in holiday mood!!! the worst part is tat all my lessons will be held at SP... roughly know when will be my exam... had alr started to plan... will need to take abt 10 VL... no choice... 3 papers to clear this time!!! Mother in law will be gg holiday in June... a headache again to settle ryan! discuss with dear, either i took 6 days of leave (AGAIN- which will leave me abt 6 VL/CCL for the rest of the yr) or we take turn to take leave (alternate days) or we put him to child care... last choice seems to be the best one...
ask the child care centre at my work place... no vacancies... after work, pass by the child care near hm, went n ask... they have vacancies and the rate will be pro-rated, abt 20 per day... quite gd! most likely will put him in child care when MIL goes holiday!!!
ok... busy now... back to work

2009-01-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

Attended 2 weddings this mth... 1st is dear's cousin, which is at Marina Mandarin... nice environment... the dishes are alrite, ryan was busy eating at first den towards the end of the dinner, he was busy walking here n there... bride is of cos beautiful... like the video animation that is played, the groom planned the proposal thing which is to Europe at eiffel tower... i was like wow... romantic!!! (den i start to tink how dear propose to me)...
last nite, attended another wedding, which is dear's best friend... wedding dinner was held at hotel intercontinental... elegant and grand wedding (i feel)... really a lots of effort was put in! the first march in, was like a fairy tale... grown was nice too...
8 more days to CNY... comin fri nite, had planned to go ntuc to stock up food for steamboat!!!

2009-01-13T10:02:00.004+08:00

Ryan's growth...
- his 9th & 10th tooth is out alr... (faster den normal average growth)
- he REALLY can call papa now... (still refuse to call mama)
- when we ask who / when is ryan / ong jun rong... he will pat on himself (meaning he is here / he is ryan)
- when ask where is daddy/ mummy / gugu / nai nai / ye ye... he is able to point
- he is able to point when ask when is his eyes, nose, ears, mouth & head
- he is able to shake his head when we say "no no" (he is still learning to nod his head when we say "yes")
- he know to throw rubbish into the rubbish bin when we say "go throw away" (even thou sometime after throwing, he will pick up other rubbish to play)
- he knows how to open the fridge n find foods to eat (mil has told me she found that he was sitting in front of the opened fridge, eating chocolate)
- he likes to clean the floor with a tissue paper / broom (& he do it all day long)
- he has learn how to kick ball now
- he knows how to follow instruction
- he knows how to open a dvd player (even thou it is "anyhow" press n by luck, the dvd "ON" n he is able to take out the dvd...
- he has learn how to kiss whenever we ask for a kiss from him (so sweet)

2009-01-07T08:09:00.003+08:00

Had a IUD inserted yesterday... no plan to have no.2 in this 2 to 3 yrs... went thru all precautions methods, (as i dun wan another "accident" to happen again, i jus wan myself to be mentally prepared for no.2) so take this precautions, as i feel it suits me....

IUD, an intrauterine device (intra meaning within, and uterine meaning of the uterus) is a birth control device placed in the uterus. The device has to be fitted inside or removed from the uterus by a doctor or qualified medical practitioner. It remains in place (up to 5yrs) the entire time pregnancy is not desired. There are two broad categories of intrauterine contraceptive devices: inert and copper-based devices, and hormonally-based devices that work by releasing a progestogen.

Insertion of the IUD may introduce bacteria into the uterus. The insertion process carries a small, transient increased risk of pelvic inflammatory disease in the first 20 days following insertion. It is very important that the provider use proper infection-prevention techniques during insertion. Antibiotics should be given before insertion to women at high risk for endocaditis (infection of the valves within the heart), but should not be used routinely.

During the placement appointment, the cervix is dilated in order to sound (measure) the uterus and insert the IUD. Cervix dilation is uncomfortable and, for some women, painful. Doctors often advise women to take painkilleres before the procedure to reduce discomfort, and some will use a local anaesthetic.

After IUD insertion, menstrual periods are often heavier, more painful, or both - especially for the first few months after they are inserted. On average, menstrual blood loss increases by 20–50% after insertion of a copper-T IUD; increased menstrual discomfort is the most common medical reason for IUD removal.

Complications include expulsion and uterine perforation. Uterine perforation is generally caused by an inexperienced provider and is very rare. Expulsion is more common in younger women, women who have not had children, and when an IUD is inserted immediately after childbirth or abortion. Women should check the string of the IUD at least once per menstrual cycle to verify that it is still in place.

The string(s) may be felt by some men during intercourse. If this is problematic, the provider may cut the strings even down to the cervix, so they cannot be felt. Shortening the strings does prevent the woman from checking for expulsion, however.

The risk of ectopic pregnancyto a woman using an IUD is lower than the risk of ectopic pregnancy to a woman using no form of birth control. However, of pregnancies that do occur during IUD use, a higher than expected percentage (3–4%) are ectopic.

The pregnancy rate during IUD use is very low (less than 1% per year). If pregnancy does occur, the IUD should be removed. Although IUDs are not teratogenic, presence of the IUD increases the risk of miscarriage, particularly during the second trimester. It also increases the risk of premature delivery.

I got the copper IUD... as wat my gynae advised... i had a normal menses every mth, so a copper one will do... intend to use the one releasing a progestogen IUD when i had completed my family, this will oso help protect my womb and to ease menses... but of cos, it is exp la... I know there is a certain risk of putting... most concern was "wat if i get pregnant when IUD was inside me... gynae assure me, there is case of that happening, in the event, this happen, she will quickly scan and if safe, she will take the IUD out... mostly, babies are healthy after tat...." she assure me again this is RARE!!! gg to cross my finger everything went smoothly!!!

insertion is discomfort at first and when the IUD will to place inside... a shape pain or rather discomfort (i would said) is felt!!! immediately, a cramp can be feel... i tink that is becos a foreign object was being felt in my body... tink need mths (between 3-6mths) to get used to it... now the cramp went off... insertion was $200+++ at first, we thought 150 only but after other charges, it came up to abt 75% more... no choice, put le... so i told dear to maximise it, we put for 5 yrs lo... this work out to abt $50++ per yr... hee hee! but no la, dear said dun wan to put for 5 yrs... 5yrs later, he will be 35 n me 30... no no... too old alr... maybe 3 yrs later we try another one!!! everyone is telling us to chiong all the way... but we dun tink we wan.... so tat is y an IUD is inserted... i wan to prepared myself for no.2!

2009-01-05T22:21:00.003+08:00

attended a wedding of dear's cousin... nice!!! i like the proposal thing... there is a animation of how the couple met and love journey till the day they married... talking abt proposal, me n dear had a totally funny procedures... we book the date for our ROM first den dear propose... he bought me to mount faber (all the way blindfolded me), after tat, whenever people ask how he proposed, i alway say he jus like a small kid, asking for sweets... haha!!! enough of the prosposal things...
works are piling up now... LOTS of cases coming in... managed to broke my record of clearing 79 cases today!!! but still have a balance of 100+++ n everyday there are more to come!!! wed is taking 1/2 day cos ryan had his MMR tat day... no weekend appt in this few weeks except 24Jan, which is days before CNY... not gg for tat as scared will spoil our festive season... talking on CNY, we finish buying our clothes, left the goodies part... had to buy some for my parents too!!! CNY now really burn a BIG hole in my pocket... tink this yr gg to chg abt $600-$700 new notes! haiz... i wanted to tio 4D leh...
ryan is getting more n more naughty now... he cries when he cant get wat he wan... totally spoilt!!! oso, my work place, the child care centre is offering month rate of $250... had enrol ryan in, but still in the waiting list... tink had to put him there to learn more things n be more independent... he is now able to know how is mummy, daddy, nai nai, ye ye and gugu... he oso able to point himself when i ask who is ryan!!! ok.. ryan came in the rm le...time to put him to slp le... update again!

2009-01-03T11:23:00.002+08:00

my handsome boy
funny look!

welcome to my rm!

see me with my pretty hat!

ryan has learnt how to sweep the floor

1st x'mas present

he sweep all day long!

2008-12-26T09:23:00.002+08:00

ryan ong is driving me crazy yesterday... he jus cry n cry!!! i broke down too!!! we will on the way back to my parents' home... on the way, he jus dun stop crying!!! he was acting like a stranger carrying him, for a moment, i feel there is no bond between us, (i know i m bad) I jus feel he is not mine... did we bring the wrong baby back??? dear said NO... cos he had a nose like me... WTH!
ok... this last for the first part of the morning... afternoon, went hm n start doing some spring cleaning... only part of it la... still more to go... reading thru a mummy's cooking blog, n tried to cook it (bacon nuggets and steamed tofu with prawn)... bacon nugget looked ugly, too salty oso, but the tofu dish was nice... after dinner went to return DVD n shopped ard cold storage with only me n dear.... dear bought 3 boxes of blueberries (ryan is into this now), he can finish a box a day... the size of the box was like 8cm x 8 cm big nia n it costs $3.50 (offer) per box... dear bought 3 boxes n ask wat ryan loves to eat oso... he really loves his son soooo muchhhh....

2008-12-22T13:55:00.001+08:00

i m partially "deaf" ar my left ear... it is blocked... maybe by my ear wax or wat!!! hate this feeling!!! think would have to see doc... cant stand it anymore!

2008-12-21T22:27:00.003+08:00

perm my hair on fri... something new to me la!!! dear say i look mature (old la)... ryan seems like is able to call mama now!!! a few times, i like heard him calling!!! love him lots....

2008-12-17T10:02:00.002+08:00

dear was back last nite... bring back lots of presents for me n bb ong... bb ong got a set of clothes (exp leh - RM100+) & a toy car (his fav), den i got 4 tops n a mickey hair band with crystals. dear got himself 3 bermuda & tink is 4 tops.... really believe in this word - absence make the heart fonder (dunno spell correctly :P)
recently, dear's work experience some unhappiness... make me feel once u r out of school, everyone ard u cannot be trusted, ya, i know business world is like tat.. but so scary n sad!!! i can really feel dear's unhappiness, he feel he is trap in watever way he goes!!! But has been telling him, no matter wat, bb ong n mummy will accompany him thru...
ok... lets update on bb ong... let me say... he has lots of nicknames... before he was born, we use to call me bb, den after that, sometime, i will call him ryan / ryan ong jun rong / jun rong / bb ong / bao bao.... i tink it will depend on my mood on how i wan to call him
his 7th & 8th teeth are growing out le.. can see it on the gum! he likes to say babababa / jiejiejiejie when i say "call mama", he likes to read books with cars, his 1,2,3 & A,B,C book... he will point n i have to read it out to him...
ok... enough of the updates... working now!

2008-12-14T19:27:00.003+08:00

last nite brought ryan to orchard to see x'mas lighting... had a hard time capturing ryan looking at the camera...

ryan has learn to drink from the training mug...

he loves to push his pram ard

greedy ryan??

This morning, cook this pasta soup for ryan's lunch. i added dried scallops, broccoli and shredded chicken.
Went to Clarks sale this morning... shd have went there yesterday... bought ryan a pair of shoe and dear oso got his shoe but I didnt manage to get anything! No more size le!!! after that went to a friend's daughter full mth, only stayed there like 1hr+ n home sweet home!

Dear flied off to KL tonite for work, will only be back on tue! miss him badly! planning to take leave on thur n fri but not confirm if can take anot... recently, so much cases... Thur have to bring ryan for his last pneumcoccal jab and fri, I am going to either rebond/perm my hair.. not decide yet (headache)

ok... gg to look after ryan as dear is not ard to help me!!!

2008-12-11T15:26:00.002+08:00

last nite, the very first time, i bashed ryan up (with a cane)... ended up there is a red small cane scar... ok... mummy was guilty, but i jus wan to discipline him!!! mil told me to use hand to bit him n not cane... i agreed! tink ryan was like mummy, a little fall or bit will result in scar or blueblack!!! but but, ryan was really naughty now, he keep on throwing temper, always wan this n that... give him le, he throw!!! really like a "da shao ye"!
ok, time for gd news, i got my resulttt.... 3 As and 2Bs... happy!!! call n tell dear abt it... hee hee, he called me "xiu cai", but still happy my effort didnt go down the drain (even thou i didnt really study hard : p)
wanted to buy nintendo DS lite... have been checking out the price... told dear not to buy for me, cos i wan to buy it myself, so he cant anyhow confiscate my things like how wat i did to his PSP... haha, tink DS lite will suits me more than PSP...
anyone any lobang to get a cheaper n more worth it DS Lite???
lastly, click on the ads plsssss....

2008-12-08T10:02:00.003+08:00

Pic for batam trip (5/12 - 6/12), first time ryan goes overseas.... tired tired.... he cant sit still in the ferries n hotel... we didnt take pram there, mummy jus sling u on... mummy oso 1st time there... scared the security not that gd, so rather sling u on n shop!!! went to nagoya hill shopping mall (boring shopping centre), daddy said worst than west mall... haha, 2nd day, went to mega mall (gd, at least we managed to get something). ok... let the pictures tell u how happy ryan was....

happy lying on the bed!

he likes climbing up this sofa

look... he can be very messy so time

likes to go into the bathroom to play with toilet paper

daddy n ryan swimming!

a loving scene

this is how ryan looks when i ask him to smile

happy face!

mummy trying to imitate him...

daddy telling ryan how a "strong" man looks like (cos ryan refuse to drink his milk recently)

ryan trying to bite my hand

back to sg...

lastly, pls click on the ads.... thanks

2008-12-07T00:03:00.001+08:00

back to sg abt 5.30 today.... will update soon!

jus to say to ryan.... watever things mummy did, is all for u, my son! u r my everything! mummy love bb

2008-12-03T16:18:00.002+08:00

2 more days to a short break.... hope it is fun! busy today... but still blog a bit...
for those who had been visiting my blog....pls click on the ad at the side of the blog.... PLS

2008-12-02T11:52:00.002+08:00

last min, planned a short getaway this wkends.... gg batam for 1 nite.... so later will have to get some snacks for ryan... dear's colleague had asked if we wanted to join them for the sunway lagoon trip in 2 wks time...still thinkin!!! 6yrs ago, we went there b4 to celebrate our 2 yrs dating anniversary... shall see wat's dear decision!

2008-12-01T10:37:00.002+08:00

ryan's growth progress is very good now... very happy with it...

1. now he can stand up on his own, this was wat i saw last fri, he suddenly stood up on his own w/o holding on anything.
2. he is able to drink water using a straw!!! (ryan loves this improvement cos he can drinks as much as he wan now)
3. he is able to show us his "happi face"
4. he know the letter A, B, C and no. 9 & 10 (y this 2 no leh, is becos we stay at 9 floor, everytime go back, will point to him n told him is no. 10 (lift floor) & no. 9!!!
5. he is able to express himself now, bring him into a shop, he will point this n tat hintin us he want that... last nite, he hold my hand n ask me to stand up to go into the bedroom with him, cos he was tired n wanted to slp alr!!!

loves him lotsss.....

2008-11-25T23:25:00.005+08:00

as promise... the photos

mummy & Baby

ryan's fav seat!

step 1: remove all the toys from the box
step 2: climb into the box

step 3: almost there...
finally in.... can watch tv already!

daddy trying to break ryan's bed by gg in n play with him

(an excuse so to buy new bed for ryan)

ok! i seldom cook for ryan, only some weekends, this is a simple n healthy dish - pasta with minced chicken n broccoli

funny faces!

yes... wat do u wan mummy... pls concentrate in feeding me!
ok... let me show u my charming smile....

not enough??? ok, a big smile

stop taking my photos mummy.... STOP! when can i start eating?

2008-11-25T09:34:00.002+08:00

love my precious ryan alot... dear asked me why i keep on calling ryan " Ryan Ong Jun Rong"??? jus dunno y i will call him this!!! haha!
he is very very CLEVER now... last nite, he wanted daddy's psp, daddy of cos not gg to give it to him so he hide it, ryan was so clever, peep here n there.... ryan can walk really zai" now... yesterday, after work, went to playground to look for him, bring him to the child care to have a look, not bad, half day session, from either 7am-1pm / 1pm-7pm is abt $375... compared to Glory church kindergarten which is per term $600+ is ard the same!!! likely will let ryan go there n mix ard with children at ard 18mts - 2years old...
he still not willing to call 'daddy n mummy' yet... seems like a bit slow progress in talking huh... people always say boy are slow... dunno leh!!! have taken some photos... will upload tonite if i m free!!! : P